don't add anything...the Kingdom of the Ghost..

Saw it in their blues. Plain stupid self. Their own doing. Majestic? Did it in his free roaming mind. Just for the pleasure of it. Not because of others. Just because of him and himself. Fear for the dead or fear being dead? Fell sick. The moment he was being laid to die, that terrible feeling seems to haunt him. No choice but being brought to the kingdom of the ghosts. He saw no teaching, no guidance. What more words from the wise. The most terrible moment. No peace but a restless body and mind. What was out there? Who would be there? How would I be? Mind can't do the answers. It was all questions and no answers. Laid to rest. He and himself and came the moment waiting for, grabbed by the unknown.

Being a leader..

He can't afford to see only one aspect of the problem. His agenda is the whole nation, one nation,so to speak. But can't afford not to ignore the voice of the minority group. One group too many despite it is not a big party. Being a supreme leader, his agenda is for all regardless being liked or being hated. He has a job to do. His main job is to unite the nation. That is his agenda. That is his priority.

Being away and back..

Ponder down deep and the thought of being away struck the very bottom of one's own thinking pit. Where have I been for the past two days? Despite of the initial thought of nothingness when it first happen, the moment you put yourself into one piece again, strangely felt that you are there as though what has gone into the past has its own reason for being so and doing what has done and cannot be undone. It has nothing to do with others and it has nothing to do with you either but it is all for a reason(?). The smallest of event seems to be a path to somewhere and it is all for a reason.

selama ini...

selama ini hidupku ditenggelami oleh perasaan baik terhadap segala-galanya. Selama ini aku asyik mendendangkan lagu yang ada kaitan dengan tangisan orang lain. Aku dihidangkan dengan cerita yang tidak konsisten tema dan tajuknya dan banyak yang berkesudahan aku dimain dan dipermainkan. Baiknya aku tidak bertunjang kepada apa-apa yang menampakkan kepentingan diri sendiri. Aku tidak meminta malah banyak memberi. Tidak didengari malah banyak mendengar. Memerhati walaupun tidak diperhati. Walaupun demikian, adalah disedari agenda aku bukan untuk diri aku sendiri. Aku berpandangan untuk semua tubuh badan dan menginginkan keharmonian dalam segala-galanya. Tapi selama ini ada tempat yang sangat tersembunyi motifnya. Baik ke atau menyimpan niat lain disebaliknya? Tuba yang mana selama ini diingat cuka. Walaupun buat seketika aku sakit meronta, dalam bulan Ramadan yang mulia ini, aku memohon kepada Allah Yang maha Esa agar menyedarkan aku dari terus terlena supaya dapat aku berbakti dan berterusan menyedarkan mereka yang lupa.

Najib sees all..

Sunday September 13, 2009
PM to all BN leaders: Serve all, not just your power bases.

Have they? Can they? Would they?

Do not see all..

Nobody sees all. Some sees nothing. And another only sees himself. Despite being a minister for 30 years, Samy Vellu does not see all either. Today he criticizes Mahathir for doing nothing to the Indian community. In another words despite being in the government for so long, he still fail to see all of Mahathir. What a pity. Everybody does not see everybody anymore. Does not really mind if he or she sees a little of another person. But if someone said he or she does not see all...then we have to doubt on his agenda...

The sender and the receiver...

Whoever you are, can you be both, a sender and a receiver? Or both a giver and a taker?Why not? Just say something to me and we both play the role of both. That is not what I mean. We are at best with one role at a time. That sounds very academic. But that is not what I am going to talk about. What I want to say is something that has to do with the society or the people at large. The society where the citizens creates most is a society that shall see economic progress. Meaning they are more of a sender than a receiver or more of a giver than a taker. And thus a society where the citizens are always on the receiving end would see less progress, economically. But in this world of ours, many countries or people are in the category of a receiver. When such a situation occurs, we still have a lot of things to learn and be conscious of more knowledge in both its varieties, dimensions, and purpose. Are we? Take this small test with this question, how many times in a month you write as compared to what you read? To read is okay provided you read in order to create and be a sender later on. But are you?

The universality of self...

The characteristic of self is universal. Care to elaborate? Despite the bad things others do to you, not a moment you are downgraded by such actions. Their actions spring from self that are imprisoned by deep seated of dislike and hatred. Could reduce oneself to an obsession of destruction. Any minute it can erupt into an explosion that can tear the person apart. Be a man of million years who would roam this world alone and not a moment he is at odd with the self-destruct behaviour of others. He stands tall with daily construction of progressive ideas of change for change is an essential characteristic of truly one universe which begins with the universality of self.

Against All Odds...

Does not like the word `odd.' Nothing odd about life and about anything for that matter. Come thus far, a time traveller, another day is another time. World is inhibited by all kinds of people with different and unique mental, spiritual, and physical background. Even the landscape that dotted their movement is unique in the sense `i am what my landscape is.' So anything wrong with that? No. No sir. You are the king and I am also a king of where I come from. Haha. You are the king of the jungle. I am the king of the mountain. And he is the king of the oceans. So talk like a jungle, smile like a mountain, and making love like the oceans. So what? No, nothing sir. You are still the king. Yes. But I am king of kings. And I know not what odds are..

Mind Test and the understanding of yesterday...

To understand the spiritual level of your existence, mind needs to be understood. Going to school and universities, the test is all physical toughness and mental acquisition of knowledge. But what about the spiritual part of development? It is the least part of oneself being explored and understood. ON and no off, mind is always in the testing position. Life is all plain and simple. No bottleneck in anything. It comes and it goes. It connects easily and unleashes easily because it is that plain and simple of anything and everything that connects the goodness and flushes out the trivial and the insignificance. That is you and the definition of you. Thus far I have been a traveller, and thus far I have seen the results of my test, mind and spiritual. And my CGPA is....

The Day..

Everything has been reduced to the day. No such thing as the tomorrow or the yesterday. I am the man and I am the person who would see not what others see. It is my day. It is the day. And I am the man. I am the person. It is a day of reckoning. The time has come and everything should be judged accordingly. The work and the money that goes with the work are fraudulently manipulated and managed. Things kinda got out of hands and it is the day that the punishment should be meted out. It is the day of no persuasion. It is the D-Day.

Hanya dengar benda yang kecil...

dan nampak benda yang besar. Maka berlakulah ketidakadilan dalam kehidupan. Itulah lumrah perlakuan manusia umum, `maitaining the status quo' kata orang putih. Sepatutnya semua benda yang nampak adalah kecil, dan biarlah perkara yang dengar itu besar,hebat dan perlu dihalusi. Barulah kita boleh menjadi insan yang memahami perkara perkara yang ghaib dan telinga sahaja berperanan memahaminya. Dan dari telinga terus pergi ke minda pemikiran yang sentiasa menerima dan menghadam apa yang didengar. Justeru selepas seketika ternampaklah segala galanya bukan dengan mata tetapi dengan hati. Itulah yang dikata orang sebagai mata hati. Dan dengan mata hatilah seseorang itu akan dapat menghalusi yang selama ini merupakan ilusi dan persepsi mata yang memandang dan lantas kita tidak mudah terperangkap atau terjerat dengan pergolakan yang tidak berfaedah...Bacalah dengan nama Allah. Tetapi adakah orang yang mendengar itu memahaminya?

Our First Submarine...

Our First Submarine after 52 years of Independence.

Defining moment...

Take stocks of what has happened to oneself is an indication of one's natural ability to take an about turn on something or some principles that has gone ashtray. Tested with events and experiences, you can be very definite about something and thus the uncompromising attitude. A defining moment indeed. All of a sudden you can feel both the sense of humbleness and strength flushing out all the sins of yesterday. The senses are well coordinated and synchronized uplifted the spirit to a greater height. It is a moment of defining oneself and it is the moment of truth.

A thought on what I say today...

Today's lecture centered around decision-making in management. Students seem to be very attentive as to what I say to them. But I am very doubtful of their understanding. This is because they don't respond to questions I throw at them. That's the challenge in teaching. To make them speak their mind in front of others is not easy. Not that they cannot express their opinion, it is just because they are in class and expressing in the presence of others can cause their life upside down. But that is their life as a student. Developing confidence is one of their mission while they are here. Sooner or later they would realised that confidence is the result of having a lot of knowledge. Even a lot of money does not guarantee one's development of confidence. I have come across a rich man but having an inferiority complex just because of his low level of education. So seek knowledge and let it be the priority and the rest would fall in place by itself.haha.