Faces of life..

It is different from day to day. I am different. So are everybody. Considering the different landscape and terrain of life we live, each and everyone of us can never be the same person everyday. But they are persons who expect us to be the same person 24 hours a day. Can we? I have my landscape and terrain to overcome lest I would fall into an infinity of regrets, sobs, and sorrow. It is not your sobs, it is not your regret, and it is not your sorrow. It is all mine. So I have to write because it is part of my mental terrain that I have yet to know the secrets. That is life. That is one facet of life. There are other facets on the other side of the terrain. I want to be there. Would I? InsyaAllah.

tactical and strategy..

Vision and mission...all are in a mess.But tactical and strategy do makes sense. Vision and mission are too good to be true. It is a small world control by the big corporations. As for the small men and small companies, live not by the mission and vision but by tactics and strategies. It is meant for the small world and small companies. We cannot fight the cruel world control by the super companies and super countries and all along with their super visions, super missions, super divisions, and super products, and the so called super taste. Go to hell with their super gates of visions, missions and segmentation that makes poorer countries poorer by the day. They are making tons of money and profit. And as for the distribution, is it equitable? We too can make money and profit and at the same time we are on our way to heaven. How? With tactics and strategies. It is the small roads and the path mark that shall be the focus. What matters is the final destination which is the now wish. The essence of the plan and programme is to downgrade when but upgrade how and what, and why. When? It is always now or never..!

Continuity...

What is in store in the days ahead? The night and day continues and so are existence and the planet earth. But when comes to oneself, the word continues would continue to haunt all living things. At one moment of their life, they have to stop and ponder on things that can discontinue the work they have been doing. In other words they would stop living. But aside death, what about in the interruption of what seem to have a beautiful continuity from day to another day? Continuity and form, continuity and life quality, and today I found that everybody makes everybody as a source of indefinite continuity if they can. The call from my former student gives me a tremendous boost to continuity of things that seem to be forgotten. Life is blessed with the continuity in spirit and not so much in a physical form. Continuity in thoughts...And so the stories continue...

Human rights..

Human rights? Never have been asked on anything on human rights. Not by anybody thus far. Why? Is it so big a topic and meant for lawyers and law to discuss it? We are all human. But are we being made to understand our rights? Cultural suppression is common among most societies not to question their rights. I know I have all the rights. But who like to listen to what I am going to say? I am not a member of the parliament. So what do you know about rights? Human rights are synonym with the UN. In their eyes we are just nothing in terms of human rights. So don't talk about rights if the term itself is confusing.

Opinions and viewpoints..

So many of it. Everybody wants to say something. Everybody is not tied to say something. Are we sure of anything? Nothing is certain about life. Uncertainty regarding a step taken. So many books written. We talk and walk everyday. We gather here today to give ideas on what is good and what is bad. Or I am good and you are bad. Or I am right and you are wrong. Questions asked but no answers. Bad guys good guys. Who cares? Everybody is unsure of direction to take. North? South? East? West? USA? Canada? Australia? European countries? Or China? Why not Indonesia and Malaysia? Many are on the move in search of their dreamland. Opinions and viewpoints. Some are with no basis of the things said. The danger is from those with no knowledge connection. The basis and the connection is the conflict within and being overpowered by only destructive emotions. It is a world of total darkness. Not that they do not read, but the emotions are stronger and tend to make them calculative of steps taken. Money is a rare thing to them. They might kill to their last breadth and in the defense of their lust for something they have never got before. Opinions and viewpoints. Yes they listen. They listen well, they smile and friendly in posture, but all in the name of self interest. Bad politics? Stab in the back. Who cares? So care to continue with my viewpoints? Any opinions?

A process...

Tak dapat lari dari pemprosesan kehidupan. Jahat jadi baik. Jauh jadi dekat. Tak boleh jadi boleh. Benci jadi sayang. Rupa lain dan wajah pun dah tidak sama. Ini adalah hasilan dari pergerakan dalam segala-galanya. Perubahan dalam makanan. Perubahan pada darah. Perubahan di luar dan di dalam. Jangan disebut sekitaran. Semuanya bergerak dan berlaku perubahan. Juga berlaku perubahan persepsi. Dan akhirnya perubahan kepada pemikiran. Wajahnya sekarang berseri seri. Apakah proses kehidupan yang dia lalui menyebabkan terjadinya demikian? Aku nampak kematangan di depan ku. Tidak datang secara mendadak. Tidak datang secara tiba-tiba. Kesemuanya adalah merupakan hukum kejadian sangat tertakluk kepada campuran dan pemperosesan. Aku dan dia. Akrab. Erat. Rapat. Menyenangkan. Satu keajaiban? Tidak. Pemperosesan. A process.

What a day for the entrepreneural..!

Two categories of individuals. One, who would say why wait? He believes in them are the solutions to the problems at hand.The other is the one who is hoping for the day when the problems would eventually be solved or someone would solve for them. They have been waiting for so long and hope for the day when the problems would be solved by it self and with little effort. Which type of person do you belong to? I have been a lecturer for quite some time now. And it is a rare sight to see individuals of the first category meaning not that many are a strong believer in himself. Many wait for the solutions to fall from the sky. Culturally two nations can be world apart in inventions and in resourcefulness. I have been to USA and I found that the people there are being categorised as hard working and high achiever. So are the Japanese. Success is generally seen as self-starts and self-generated. Unfortunately there are cultures which sees success as the work of rituals and still trust in witchcraft and magic. Haha. Don't believe I am writing all these. What a day..! And for the entrepreneurial , wishing you all the best..!

I have been thinking..

of something. Seems to think only on few things. Not that many things in my mind. Just a run through of the thoughts. Hell of a mess with some of the thoughts. For fun or just a busybody? Or just running away from the terrain of the ordinary? Extraordinary piece la. Lain daripada yang lain. Haha. Just give few things to concentrate on. Look around. Are that many things to ponder? No nothing. Not now. Just looking for something, love to write and experimenting with some of the expressions. I have been thinking. Thinking? Thinking of what?

Boleh je...

Gitulah..!Mesti positif. Jangan kata tak boleh. Ada orang yang suka kata`aku je..' Jangan dik, jangan begitu. Hidup ni tak boleh malas. Kalau ada peluang nak tolong orang, jangan tunggu tunggu, tolong je..Kalau ada yang nak pinjam duit..beri je..Haha. Pasal duit kena fikir banyak kali. Kalau sebut pasal duit, ada je nak datang meminjam. Ada je alasan yang diberi. Inilah. Itulah. Jadi apa yang patut kita buat dalam menghadapi semua ini. Nak tunggu je? Atau buat tak tahu je..? Haha. Jangan. Sebut `boleh je..'

effective and efficient..

Tak tahu nak cakap. Kita ini efficient ke atau effective sekali. Di jengok dari sudut dunia keseluruhannya, kesan dari perbuatan manusia sangat mendukacitakan sekali. Sungai tidak mengalir, udara penuh dengan debu dan asap yang mengandungi racun, longkang penuh dengan sampah sarap, dan banyak lagi perkara perkara yang mendebarkan dada para aktivist `efficient dan effective.' Kita ada `green peace' dalam usaha supaya kita lebih berhati hati menggunakan sumber alam. Dan banyak lagi aktivist aktivist yang mempunyai tujuan yang sama. Berjayakah mereka? Sebenarnya dunia kita sangat senang dihinggap penyakit. Penyakit ini pula boleh dikategorikan kepada dua. Penyakit hati dan penyakit badan. Kalau penyakit badan bolehlah kita ke hospital untuk menerima rawatan. Kalau hati sudah berpenyakit kesannya sangat menyedihkan sekali. Tengok gambar yang dipaparkan di posting ini. Ini adalah merupakan penyakit yang boleh buat orang lain sengsara. Kalau hendak ditambah pasal penyakit bolehlah dilabel sebagai penyakit penyakit berikut: penyakit orang banyak duit; penyakit orang banyak kuasa; penyakit orang terlalu glamor; penyakit orang banyak saham. Itu yang berada. Tidak terkecuali juga penyakit orang yang tidak berada seperti: penyakit orang miskin; penyakit orang kurang duit; penyakit orang tidak ada kuasa dan banyak lagi jenis jenis penyakit. Lantas apabila kita dihinggap penyakit persoalannya adakah kita akan bertindak `efficient dan effective?'

It is a matter of principle...

But what constitute a principle? Anything ranging from culture, religion to something social and personal. The principle can be a `birth-right', 'family-right' and on a large scale `societal-right.' Organization does not have principles, they have policies and procedure. If it runs parallel with our principles, then we would work with the organization a little bit longer, committed and harder. That is the reason why principle varies from one person to another. It is just like perception. We acquired it through time. In fact I can categorically say that perception of someone has to do with principles of his or her. If I were to favour someone, love someone, or committed to something or somebody for no obvious reason (no consideration), is it a matter of perception or it is a matter of principle?

Ada yang sangat berstrategi...

Mereka ini suka mengena orang lain atau kata lurusnya suka menipu orang lain dan menyebabkan mereka akan ketawa selepas berjaya melakukannya. Saya serious dengan pandangan saya ini. Kalau dalam hal pemasaran berstrategi ini adalah perkara baik. Itu pun setelah mengambil kira akan kepelbagaian dalam sekitaran. Ini kerana kita kena membuat pemilihan yang paling baik untuk diri kita dan dalam proses itu kelompok lain akan dapat menafaatnya. Tak apalah.Tentu kena berstrategikan? Tetapi ada strategi yang menyakitkan hati orang lain, dan mereka ketawa besar kerana berjaya membuat orang lain sakit dan menderita. Manusia apa ini? Walaubagaimanapun mereka tetap merupakan sebahagian dari kehidupan. Mereka dah begitu. Nak buat apat? Bolehkah mereka diubah?

Mengapa saya tidak begitu...

Saya sebenarnya takut akan kenyataan yang sedemikian rupa. Ianya membuat saya berperasaan sebagai sebatang kara di kehidupan ini. Mengapa? Kerana saya tidak ada kawan yang boleh berbicara. Tidak ada manusia lain seperti saya. Agaknya kita sememangnya dijadikan begitu. Tidak ada sesiapa yang menyerupai kita dalam banyak hal. Contohnya, saya sangat memiliki hati yang lembut dalam melihat alam luaran dan mencetuskan ayat demi ayat dalam menceritakan apa yang dilihat itu. Saya tidak akan berhenti menulis melainkan saya akan memberhentikannya. Adakah anda begitu? Tentu tidak. Semua orang dijadikan berbeza. Ada yang memandang keras terhadap apa yang dilihatnya. Ada yang keras diluar dan keras di dalam. Ada yang senang hati berkata kata tetapi mulut payah berbicara. Mengapa saya tidak begitu? Tulisan saya seterusnya akan menyingkap dan akan cuba menjangkau jauh ke alam (luar dan dalam) yang penuh dengan misteri ini.. Boleh tak? Mengapa tidak. Ini kerana semua orang tidak begitu. Kan seronok kalau kita menulis akan perkara yang mana kita tahu tetapi orang lain tidak. Dengan harapan dalam mengupas hal luar dan dalam ini saya akan dapat jawapan kepada soalan, mengapa saya tidak begitu...

Tense and tension...

Why put oneself in a a tense situation? Allah is Great. How Great is Allah? Allah is Great. Allah gives and Allah takes. Thanks to Allah if you can feel the Greatness of Allah in what you see, in what you touch, in what you eat, in what you hear and in the scientific inventions that can ease the tensions in the use of the five senses. But to some they have to go further and beyond the five senses and what generally being considered are not so easy to digest and understood. The realm of one's thought are the domain of one's own private life and personality. There are thoughts which are meant for the good of many. The conflict arises when one's own private thought in the sixth and the seventh (?) sense are extended to the public and indirectly force upon others to see them as the chosen one. Life is full of mystery. So many things in life are not easy to comprehend in the way we want it personally to be understood. Let the mystery remains. Allah is Great and the mystery would not remain a mystery for long until the tense and the tension are being understood in the manner that spells and speaks of Allah is Great, the Almighty and the Knows All.

Choose to be strong..

We are the chosen one. We must choose to be strong. Is there a choice? Definitely not. Security is not in the fence and the sophisticated security system. Not in the missiles and not in the nuclear weapon. The more we have those weapons and gadgets to defend us, the more insecure and tense we would become. We choose to be strong. The strength is in us, mentally and physically. We choose to be together in terms of spirit and being in harmony with others and nature. The strength is in the economy system. It is not found in the political and defense system. It only assists the strengthening of the economic system. And the strength of the economic system comes from us working together in harmony without fighting with one another for no apparent and acceptable reasons. So in togetherness we choose to be strong. And we have no other choices.