BN won.BN55, DAP12, PKR3 and Independent 1.

Ada yang jealous ke...?

 Tan Sri Abdul Taib Mahmud was sworn in as the Sarawak Chief Minister shortly after Barisan Nasional secured a two-thirds majority win in the 10th Sarawak State Election. The final tally of seats saw Barisan winning 55 of the 71 seats contested. DAP won 12, PKR 3 and Independent 1.

                     Contested       Won                         Contested     Won

PBB                  35               35      SUPP                19                 6
PRS                     9                8       SPDP                 8                 6
DAP                   15              12        PKR                49                 3
PAS                      5               0       PCM                   6                 0
SNAP                 26               0        IND                   41                1

Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said Barisan Nasional's victory in the Sarawak State Election was very meaningful and showed that the people's confidence in Barisan was still high

cepat terputus...

Masa berjalan begitu pantas. Sedar sedar aku berada di time zone yang berbeza. Cepat terputus dengan peristiwa baru sekejap berlalu. Dirasakan tidak sempat aku mengungkapkan sepatah dua kata menyimpulkan perasaan hati yang sering bertubi tubi terjahnya.Tidak sempat. Masa membawa aku ke zone yang lain. Rasa baru semalam segala-galanya berlaku. Walhal ia adalah peristiwa `100 tahun yang lampau'. Aku entah dimana. Mereka yang terserempak dan terjumpa hanya sempat melakar senyuman sedikit sekali berkata kata. Itulah sahaja kenangan dan ingatan yang ada. Kepada Allah aku menyembah fitrah memohon kekuatan dalam menghadapi masa yang silam berdepan dengan apa yang mendatang.

the finishing line...

Where are you from? And where are you going? Questions asked. Questions answered. But a common theme surfaced. The portrayal can be fantastic. From the very old to the very young, from the biggest and richest country to the poorest and smallest, many are being influenced. But the reality is that we are are just human and similar in many ways,  in anger and in fear, in smiles and in happiness. Allah is Great. We tend to play the wrong game. The poor plays one game, the rich and the famous play another game. And so are the big time politicians, the businessman and the industrialist, and the the so-called chosen group. Have you not been thinking of the finishing line that shall be the same for all regardless of who?  Big and huge disasters have a  weird taste. Allah is Great. It is all in the fairness and divine justice. It knows not the differences. It touches all. Unfortunately the phenomenal of varied existence has catches many off-guard till they reach the same finishing line...

Given everything, is it a game of either life and death..?

I have been thinking. All this while, it has been their game..time to put a stop to it.. For a start, eveything is being measured in minutes..If the piece of action takes more than the required minutes..then it might mean sufferings..Agreed? Then sign on the dotted lines....hehe..It starts here and now..You shall begin.

terowong Moaisem di Mina ...

Berliku...

Jalan yang berliku tetapi dengan ilmu kita akan berjaya merentasi halangan sehinggalah sampainya saya di sini. Lantas jalan sememangnya lurus, tetapi liku-liku perlu dimengerti sebelum merencanakan strategi bagi menghadapinya. Dan berilmu adalah salah satu dari elemen yang merangkum strategi tersebut. Sesungguhnya, Allah Yang Maha Besar akan meningkatkan taraf dan darjat kepada mereka yang berilmu.

Mencari..

Saya suka dengan istilah mencari. Ia merupakan istilah `arahan' atau `command'. Dan ianya terlalu fokus sifatnya. Sebut sahaja `aku sedang mencari sesuatu', lantas arahan kepada `semua' digerakkan maka sekarang kita menunggu hasilnya sama ada dapat atau tidak benda yang dicari itu. InsyaAllah dengan berkat kesabaran yang tinggi, ilmu yang mendalam, dan perasaan kasih sayang berfitrah dan berarah kita akan berjumpa juga dengan apa yang dicari.

Where do you come from..?

Pengertian terhadap sesuatu adalah ditentukan  dari mana seseorang itu datang, datang dari tempat banyaknya interaksi fizikal atau interaksi mental, banyaknya `beras' atau banyaknya duit, banyaknya kawan atau hidup bersendirian? Hidup saya yang terdahulu adalah didasarkan kepada 70 peratus pergisiran dan perjuangan dengan mental. Lantas hari ini saya sentiasa berpijak di alam mental dan tidak sangat merasai alam fizikal. Adakah itu sebabnya mengapa profesyen saya adalah seorang pensyarah? Justeru itu juga terdapat ramai yang mana hidup mereka terdahulu penuh dengan mata mereka hanya banyak memandang, telinga banyak mendengar, dan sedikit sekali otak berfikir. Lantas nilai nilai budaya pergaulan terbitnya dari senario yang terhad dan terkawal. Where do I come from? Dari tempat di mana terdapat hanya fikiran yang banyak berfikir. Adakah ini merupakan dimensi kejadian menyebabkan negara sentiasa  bermusuhan antara satu sama lain? Hanya Allah Sahaja Yang Maha Mengetahui Akan Segala Rahsia Kejadian.

doubting oneself...

It is okay to have a slightest doubt on ourself. But when it becomes too phobic in nature then we have to do something about it. I have been teaching, I have been talking, I have been giving a speech to a big audience, I have been creating stories and cracking jokes, I have been writing, I remember, sometimes I called it my analysis, now do I still  have doubt on myself? Well, plain honest answer I do. Allah is Great, there are times things understood and remembered will celar all doubts. In other words we must have knowledge. Knowledge has many dimensions. But dimension can set you apart from somebody else. It makes you different and unique. Does  that erase doubts from your mind? That is only a small example. There are more examples and stories much bigger in scope compared to the ones I have said...What is it? Well being a creation of Allah I still have doubt on many things. My knowledge is still not absolute. I have to explore and find the answers. Allah the Most Gracious and Merciful. Kepada Allah saya memohon pertolongan dan keampunan.

Jambatan Nur...

Berselang seli, berteka teki, dan berbelang beleh, itu merupakan wajah ramai manusia. Lumrahnya tidak terkira. Sebabnya, jambatan nur tidak diturunkan untuk melihat kebenaran. Maka terjadilah simpang siur perbuatan apa lagi perasaan dan hati. Penuh dengan hasad, dengki, dan cemburuan yang tidak terkawal. Lantas tergugat ketelusan maka berlakulah ketirisan.

Boleh ke kita membantah..?

dan bantahan Allah ada sebabnya. Janganlah minta benda yang bukan-bukan. Apa lagi kalau perkara itu dalam jangkaan fikiran berlampau dan berlumpur. Maksudnya di luar fikiran yang biasa dibuat dan difikirkan. Tetapi lain pula ceritanya sekiranya apa yang dikehendaki itu adalah dalam jangkaan dan diperkuatkan oleh kerana kita berkebolehan, berilmu, berduit, bermnat, bermasa, dan bertenaga, dan sedikit bernafsu. Dan yang paling utama, ianya boleh didapati secara mesra yang penuh kelangsongan tidak berhalang dan tidak berbatas. Dan itulah dikatakan harga dan maruah diri. Lantas ada sesiapa yang membantah..?

I am not free...

Words so often said when one holds a high postion. I am not free. It sounds too worldly and unfriendly. Allah creates us a free man.  Is  it a blessing or that is one of the principle of Allah's creation? Plants and animals are not created free. They can never change their way of living and dying in their known time of existence. But man are created free because they are bestowed with thinking faculty that can makes them free and with that the world is changed. Allah is Great. Our life has to be created with the basic freedom of choices for that could determine the good, the bad, and the evil. Let them forget who they are and the world are being created for them. Let them feel free with what they have been doing and accept the consequences of being good, bad, and evil. But Allah is Great and the Most Powerful. In the last act of those freedom, Allah shall always remain in control.

sunday inspiration..have something to fall back..can never be someone else..

Life can be no reason to be helpless. Just have a glance at these pictures. Are we not being inspired..?

punishment, reward, and being loved...

Three dimensions of what awaits us everyday, punishment, reward, and love.  Within those life framework creates circles and waves of hatred, revenge, and sacrifices. It could be as simple as failing an exam or as cruel life can be as being shot to death. But above all those, what await us most is reward. It is the least understood among the dimensions mentioned. Reward  could not be absolute in any way. It moves trying to find an unknown level at an unknown place. And it can tie or untie love and punishment. It can go for broke and it knows not what is mercy and gratefulness. We are not animals who can be absolute with their reward. We can be relentless.What we want are the unthinkable that can lead us to just nowhere except pain and hunger. And that too can create another circles and waves of destruction and lost love. Allah is Great whose circle of love is endless and so is punishment. Hanya kepada Allah saya memohon keampunan.

Low or high..?

An helicopter is hovering low. What about an airbus? It is about distance. If it is a high knowledge, despite the clarity, you are always in control. The hierarchy is fair. But when it is knowledge of lower level, like an helicopter, then be careful, you might knock on to some higher knowledge or divine knowledge. Lest the helicopter might be blown to pieces.