with wings of different speed...

No more those old days of life with no wings to fly. Not only I am blessed with `wings', but I can hop to anywhere, to any place, and with different speed faster than before. Don't get me wrong. But just trying to draw an analogy of my present pattern of life with different goals to realize. Allah is Great. Mohon Keampunan dan di bawa ke jalan yang benar dan diberkati. Allahuakbar.

walk with the pharoahs...

They are all dead. But the stories were being told a million times. Why? Just to drive home the message and the point that everybody can be a Pharaoh and everybody can be a king. How? Behind that soft skin in everybody, can be a person of good heart, bad, or evil. Can be the heart that belongs to a pharaoh. Can be a heart that belongs to a good king. Can be a heart of anybody. Can be good. Can be anything. But each of the those hearts are trying to overthrow one another. And nobody is an exception. Nobody is an exception? Hanya kepada Allah kita memohon taufik dan hidayah. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi menguasai Segala-GalaNya. Allahuakbar.

being a new man...

As of now I have to be a new man and of different person that roams the world. I am in the process of loosening all that has been holding me back for reasons being too close a proximity making me a person who bows to the blind, the powerlessness, and the self greed. So little of kindness and so little of gratefulness, everywhere here and there. I am going to play a different game. Not to be part and play to the agenda of hate and selfishness. But only a game of truth and nothing but the truth. InsyaAllah. Just want to be myself that spells freedom and independence. Berdoa kepada Allah supaya diberi kekuatan, di bawa ke jalan yang benar, sentiasa dalam PerlindunganNya. Allahuakbar.

the first is not only in yesterday...

Some of the firsts occur this morning. Its relevancies are more accurate and precise than what has happened long time ago. It spells the very excellence of what has actually expired and what has actually transpired. The very act of mine, seems embarrassing in the beginning, this morning reveals what has actually belongs to me that has become the secrets of my success in dealing with what seems to be be at fault at that time. Allahuakbar.

that little kingdom...

That so called little thing of anything is in actual fact explains the little kingdom everybody is entitled to reside. Each and small of any bit of feeling of just anything could usurped the rule to the kingdom one is entitled to. Let it be no small matter. What more a laughing stock. Can see the mockery in the face. Can see the smile that comes from heaven. Can see the pain results from one's fault of wrong doing and wrong thinking. Be fair and be just to the thought that reign the mind to the last breadth of a life. And that too is no small thought and no small thinking. Kepada Allah saya sujud memohon keampunan. Allahuakbar.

Hari Raya Celebration here and there...

Celebration of Hari Raya Adilfitri every year can never be the same. Since small there must be something that excites the mind, thoughts, feeling and emotions when facing 1 Syawal. And 1434H is of big difference in terms of where I am today. 1434H seems all the excitements converge that words are not easy to express and explain. Allahuakbar.

Yesterday...tears shed..

There are two versions of yesterday. One, yesterday is what has happened yesterday. The other is the nostalgic song `yesterday' sung by the beatle member in Paul McCartney. Throwing open what is very immediate and carries no immediate meaning is what has happened in the day called yesterday. But looking at faces in each and everyone, despite it is only yesterday, there are nostalgic yesterdays in all the faces I met yesterday. Easy come easy go. The day was so swift and fast, today has become another day and before you know it it would be another yesterday leaving behind stories and legacies. InsyaAllah. But the differences are that yesterdays were yesterdays, and today is yet to unfold the Greatness in Allah. Allahuakbar.

Space...

1 SYAWAL 1434H. SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

There are spaces allocation for all endeavor. If only we realize it, our life would be a much better place to live and breathe. But unfortunately, the thought of space is not easy to come by. Many would take the attitude of let it be. But man of positive thinking would eventually found and bind on the idea of space and he knows it should be filled up. Insya Allah. But one's background and endeavor is different. And so is the understanding of `space'. Potentials of thoughts and thinking are not properly driven and thus a defect in one's plan and movement.Why it is so?

The element of emotions and satisfaction has become a number one enemy to the occupying of all spaces of interest and endeavor. It curtails and push back what is supposed to be a successful venture. If only it has been realized earlier, I don't really know what would become of me now. Tetapi hak menentu dan Ketentuan yang sebenarnya adalah milik Allah. Allahuakbar.

hidup ini bertingkat-tingkat..

Tidak sama dua orang dalam apa jua keadaan. Nampak duduk dan berdiri di dataran yang sama, tetapi bila diselami dengan ilmu dan pengetahuan, mereka jauh berada di tingkat kehidupan yang berbeza. Tidak sama tahap pendengaran seseorang dengan yang lain. Tidak sama penglihatan seseorang dengan yang lain. Tidak sama getaran hati seorang pembaca dengan yang lain.  Tidak sama perjalanan ibadah puasa seseorang dengan yang lain. Tidak sama keupayaan kehidupan sesama manusia. Hanya kepada Allah Yang Satu kita memohon Keampunan, Taufik dan Hidayah. Semoga kita berada di Sisi Allah dalam mencari, kekayaan, kekuatan dan keberkatan. Allahuakbar. 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. 
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

mengapa mudah...?

FACING THE WORLD TOGETHER

Dengan tunjuk ini tunjuk itu, cerita ini cerita itu, papar ini papar itu, kata ini dan kata itu, dirasakan aku mudah tunduk kepada kemahuan seseorang atau permintaan dalam suatu keadaan. Itu aku. Sangat mudah. Itulah tema perjalanan hidup aku selama ini. Di sebalik itu semua rupa rupanya ada hikmah yang tersembunyi. 

Kehidupan di dunia sebenarnya tidak menguat dalam soal memberi tetapi lebih banyak tumpuan kepada hanya menerima dan bersyarat jika memberi. Bagi mereka tidak ada yang percuma. Tidak ada kejujuran dan keikhlasan dalam segala tindak tanduk mereka. Tidak terkecuali mereka yang mengharap sesuatu balasan jika melemparkan sebuah senyuman. Banyak terma dan syarat berjual beli yang berat sebelah. 

Lantas ramai yang kesempitan dan terseksa kerana sangat mengharap. Tetapi hidup ini memerlukan senyuman dan pemberian yang ikhlas. Jangan sangat mengharap kepada suasana yang serba kekurangan. Allah Yang Maha dalam Segala-Gala. Pohonlah dari Allah akan penambahan kekurangan dan kesempurnaan, dan peningkatan kebaikan kepada yang ada. Allah Yang Maha Kaya. Allah Yang Maha Sempurna. Ya Allah, saya memohon keampunan. Allahuakbar.

pertembungan yang menggusarkan..

Bagi menjaga hati kecil yang tidak kecil ini, elakkan dan jauhkan diri dari perkara yang menggusarkan. 

Tergusar hati disebabkan oleh mata memandang sesuatu di luar norma kemampuan. 

Tergusar hati disebabkan telinga mendengar sesuatu di luar batasan ketenangan. 

Tergusar hati disebabkan fikiran memikirkan sesuatu di luar batasan hak menentu dan ketentuan.

Sudah sampai masanya saya perlu selektif terhadap apa yang hendak dilakukan dan difikirkan. Dengan situasi yang terkini dan begini, dirasa membolehkan saya berbuat demikian. Sesungguhnya, kegusaran yang sangat ketara apabila membelakangkan Perintah Allah. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-GalaNya. Mohon supaya apa yang dilakukan menerima keredaanNya. Allahuakbar.

Kecil dan tidak hilang punca..

Generally speaking, if it is small, then we can be close to reality. We think we can still manage it. We can still explain the situation and the decision. But in many situations that is not the case. Without appropriate knowledge, however small things are, however small the business is, we can still make a blunder. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Ke atas Segala-GalaNya. Berilah hamba Mu ini Taufik dan Hidayah dalam apa jua pengurusan yang dilalui. Allahuakbar.

it spins but why the losses...?

We have to see a profitable transformation. But it is not. At all cost we have to avoid a situation when we become so huge but unfortunately the say is not ours to determine. Everything and everybody has become a liability. An obvious silence on their part invites an array of unanswered questions. So huge but the direction is towards losses. I don't notice it. I don't realize it. Or just a sheer big spin of the organization leads to losses, both tangible and intangible. We are no longer one in spirit. Just like the planet and the universe, it moves but it seems like it is not to the naked eye, till it crashes. Allahuakbar.

Why never being struck by that consciousness before till I am out from the organization? Ironically, I have been a part to those losses. Am I? Small, little, and it seems insignificance, but actually one small step of  something can become a giant step for the organization. Insya Allah. Sama sama kita mendoakan kebaikan bagi segala-galanya. Allahuaakbar.

the thrill is short and sweet...

The thrill is short and sweet. The pain is long in depth, in width and breadth. That is what being called as sufferings. The thrill is not so well remembered. But the pain is painful, hateful, venomous, that can lead to vengeance and hatred and can hold one's life and others in ransom.

Can it being seen differently?

The pain, despite its long time in duration, it is still seen as short and sweet. The thrill and joy and despite is short time duration in experiencing it, still being described as happiness. The pain is not so well remembered. But the thrill and the joy could lead to gratefulness, open heart and a good heart. Kepada Allah kita memohon Taufik dan Hidayah supaya dapat memberi cahaya kepada kegelapan. Allah is Great. Allahuakbar.

What rules..?

BERSAMA REKTOR UiTM PAHANG. MY FARWELL TO UiTM.

If I had had my way, one thing rules all. I want to call it `symbolized marketing'. One thing neutralized all other things. It symbolized all other things. The element of price can neutralised product, place, and promotion. One thing can stop all the pains in other parts of the body. But one pain also can lead to a destruction to all. So what rules? Allah is Great. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-galaNya. Allahuakbar.