it is to you....

It has been yours all along. You have that kind of mathematical ability in terms of life and direction. Yes it is not that difficult to fathom. The question here is just to believe it. But sometimes it seems unbelievable not because of you but it is just when others say other wise. Ignore them? That is where your weakness are. That fluid of interference cause havoc to your judgment and logical thinking. It is time to trust and believe. Semoga Allah memberi Pertolongn dan Perlindungan, Taufik dan Hidayah. Allahuakbar.

Allahuakbar...

Unconsciously, they never allow me to discover myself. Am I to be blamed? Life is trying an error. And along the way is your self lying seeking for help. And today I found that help. Allahuakbar.

Apa yang berlaku di Selangor, Malaysia..

telah membogelkan manusia dengan kerakusan mereka. They have been taught with novel principles in schools. But when they grow up come a stage where schools and teachers have been forgotten. Sesungguhnya hidup ini mesti berguru. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

power within...

Sesungguhnya `power within' seseorang tidaklah sebesar dan sekuat mana berbanding dengan Kekuasaan Allah Subhanawataala. Allahuakbar.

Where the power is...

The power is in Allah. I don't know what's got into me today. But after that I am not what I was. Am I what I was? Am I a changed person? Allahuakbar.

Dissociated

Dissociated - in the beginning it is just a flash. But it is quite lasting and that is a beautiful feeling and it is creepy. And I am going to go against angels and goodness? And leaving technology behind? What? What I am talking about? Kepada Allah saya memohon Pertolongan dan Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

are my thoughts more powerful..?

I am beginning to see who I am, mentally, emotionally, and professorially. Should not be afraid anymore. That serve as lifter to what is supposed to be a reality versus a fantasies. And am I alone? That was initially the feeling but behind that feeling is my specialty. Has it been like that all along? Wallahualam. Allahualam.

manusia tidak serupa..

Dalam tidak serupalah, maka setiap orang dinugerahkan kekuatan dan kebolehan. Tidak terkecuali saya. Bukan sahaja saya berkebolehan dan berkeupayaan dalam sesuatu hal, juga mampu mengesan akan kebolehan yang mana orang lain tidak memilikinya. Saya merasakan kebahagiaan. Saya merasakan keseronokan. Saya merasakan penyelesaian. Apa kesemua itu merupakan bakat disemulajadikan atau dinugerah oleh Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-GalaNya. Maka itu di kehendaki oleh Allah, maka berlakulah ia. Allahuakbar.

The absence of personal touch..

Despite the very much personal nature of birth and death,  life seems too `official' in its stride and in its interactions. We don't interact the way it should be, personal and human in all its humility. Dari tanah kita dijadikan, kepada tanah kita akn dikebumikan dan kepada Allah kita semua kan dikembalikan. Allahuakbar.

Nostalgic...

Year?

When you can have everything? My past has never tried to create a path towards 2014. But as in everything and everybody, nobody owns anything what more trying to have everything. When a person died, what would be the counting like? There must be something that he or she fails to own. All in all we might be nostalgic at events in the past when it is so near yet so far. What can I say. Allahuakbar.

What is left...

I have to ask, what is left of me? My younger days are over. I am left with some fortune. I think it is worth more than I thought earlier. I am rather fortunate in owning something tangible and intangible. That intangible is more than I can bargained for. See. This aspect of my ability is worth more than I can envisaged. After all nothing would be carried to the world hereafter except what you have intangibly gathered and earned. 
 Allahuakbar.

A day can be...

What happened when somebody fight against nobody? But it can also be nobody against nobody. What about when somebody fight against somebody? Semoga sentiasa di dalam Perlindungan dan PertolonganNYA. Allahuakbar.

behind my back...

They say so, and they say it behind your back. Who are they? It can be somebody who are close to you or anybody for that matter. What they say can be something good, can be something bad, but I don't think they are talking evil about you. Some might say something positive, and some could be negative, and some just do not know anything about you. Sesungguhnya hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Am I fair..?

It is a fair game in everything. But of course relatively speaking. But am I fair when talking about the direction I took? Adakah ianya membesar dihujung dan kecil pada peringkat permulaan? That is how it looks when comes to my life. Just like a tree, it gives shelter and fruits in abundant as years go by. Ya Allah,Ya TuhanKu, semoga ketenangan yang dicari, Ketenangan Yang Sebenar diperolehi. Allahuakbar.

self-policed matters..

There are things which ought to be self-policed in order to pronounce the wrong doing, overdo, and do not do as a self-inflicted crime and pain. What matters most is the peace of mind free from self-inflicted wounds of wrong doing of oneself resulting from the wrong-doing of others onto me. Wallahualam. Semoga saya sentiasa dalam Perlindungan Allah. Allahuakbar.