has life been kind to me..?

Lots of indications show that I have passed a lot test concerning life. When small I don't really know where I am heading. Don't think so much about the future. But lots of time I am baffled by matters concerning death. I always ask myself how it is like in the grave? But despite that still not really know where I am heading. My gratefulness to Allah for what I got in life. I am blessed by the manner what actually life has given me. And now I am somewhat baffled by my ability to write my thoughts out. The flow of thoughts seem endless. I wrote everyday. Penuh kesyukuran. Allahuakbar.

Is life more of a mystery?

Seems to be the beginning or could it be more of an end? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Performance measured...

It seems everybody has a way of measuring performance. What variable or variables to be used in measuring happiness? Can anybody tell me? A question asked by many but everybody seems not to be happy with the answers. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

could that be the answer to my old time dreams of death?

Could be. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Is it a matter of choice..?

A journey could be just straight, simple, fast, quick, and forward.

It could make a big difference between anything and everything, between everybody and anybody for that matter. Sesungguhnya Maha Suci Allah dari disyirikkan. KepadaNYA di pohon Taufik, Hidayah. Allahuakbar.

Mana penutupan , mana pembukaan..

Adakah perlu pada penutupan diri untuk sementara...bagi tujuan pembersihan hati dan mengenal naluri..Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

the thought of a general...

If not of Allah how could it be? One thing for sure all this time I have been acting as a winner. Yes I am a general. Must not lose out to anything, anyone. Allah is Great. Allahuakbar.

instantaneously instant....

Instantaneously instant....a dim light from the past of the first `world'. And now in a world of just on my own. Nothing intelligence but just mere pride with worldly possession. Subhanallah. Allahuakbar.

simple gesture..

Despite the big help in all those trying years, most parents just wished for that simple kind gesture from their children in coming home and visit them. So are husbands, despite growing old, wished for that simple smile from their wife. Maha Suci Allah dari diSyirikkan. Allahuakbar. 

breathing in..

It has been a breathing in the change and the changes. But come to a point when it is no longer a breathing in but a breathing out the dusk and the dirt. Di pohon Segala Pertolongan, Perlindungan dari Allah. Allahuakbar.

being pushed or being given...

Just like you wished for, then and now. Has anything being denied? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Allahuakbar..

Don't make life like a machine. It gets faulty as it gets older. Semoga segala kesejahteraan dalam sebarang situasi yang di hadapi. Allahuakbar.

when life is death...

Many fear the very sound of the word death. A five letter word but so long a time to face it. Wonder what secrets of oneself when it is time to die. Say the word and all problems seem to be neutralised. It is not a lonely word. It is a word that gives strength to face the world full of lifeless life. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

when life is life...

It seems life is for all. But looking it over, and thinking it over, it seems life can be seen as strictly individual. In pain, nobody seems to be there except few family members. But it can be the opposite when laughter would attract everybody even they are not family members. Hanya kepada Allah kita memohon keakraban dan silaturrahim sesama kita. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

kepada Allah di pohon Kekuatan...

We always talk about strong and strength and will power. But are we strong enough to face the worse that would come at any moment if that is Allah's wishes it to be? Wallahualam. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.