the strength...

Is it that kind of strength that I am trying to have a possession? Could be. Now I am writing with ease and no more in a hurry. The images out there are trying to have an influence on me. Luckily, at my age, I feel that I am protected. The images can no longer produce sparks that can serve the evils and the devils. Allah is Great, the Knows All, the Al-Mighty. Allahuakbar.

tidak ada tolak ansur...

Unsur `tidak ada tolak ansur' ini ada di mana mana. Adakah itu merupakan rahsia kepada kejadian kita selama ini yang mana sangat sedikit kita berusaha mengkajinya. Silam kita, lampau kita, adalah bersifat absolute dan tidak ada apa yang boleh mengubahnya. Allahuakbar, Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa dan telah mencipta Segala-GalaNYA. Tidak ada dua tidak ada tiga yang diciptanya. Hanya kita yang satu. Ianya tidak berwadahkan tolak ansur. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

a measurement...

I am now of no measurement to measure something. My days are over. But a measurement does comes along when someone rejects the offer that has already being accepted earlier. What could be actual reason to it? I must find out what, who, and why. Mohon Pertolongan dari Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

A safe thought..?

A thought that spells adventures and risks are considered a safe thought to success. Look in the eys, and it spells just that. An infinite nature of stares and eyes. An awkward and adventurous thought it is, but a safe one to understand someone and a situation he is in. Allahuakbar.

buat seketika...

Dirasakan juga kegelisahannya. Tetapi tidak lama. Terasa tenang kembali. Mungkin selepas menghayati kedudukan dunia yang luarannya sunyi tetapi hebat sekali dalam disiplin pusingannya. Sebagaimana kata saya, `the next minute that matters and not the next dollar or ringgit'. Kehidupan yang tenang adalah sangat dihajatkan. `A decent living and a decent thought'. Apa tidakkah itu yang didapati dan disedari? Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

mendamaikan...?

Apa yang terjadi pada malam ini merupakan gambaran pada hati yang mudah gundah gelana. Rupa-rupanya saya memiliki hati yang mudah berpindah dari suka dan ketawa kepada senyap, sunyi, damai, dan mendamaikan. Kepada Allah saya berserah semoga ditambahkan rezeki yang sangat dihajatkan. Semoga kedamaian rasa dan perasaan berpindah ke orang lain juga. Kepada Allah saya memohon. Allahuakbar.

hak mutlak..?

Ia milik seseorang bagi memberi rasa, kekuatan, dan kekuasaan semasa. Mungkin juga merupakan rangsangan kepada sesuatu hajat dan penemuan pengetahuan. Ianya merupakan satu pengalaman baru. Adakah hiduan kepada sesuatu merupakan satu kekuatan seseorang yang dapat mendekat dan menjauhkan seseorang dengan seseorang? Lantas `jauh' dan `dekat' adalah sangat relatif. Adakah ini datangnya dari bauan planet begelar dunia dan telah memberi hak mutlak rasa kepada kamu dan telah mewarnai perjalanan hidup kamu? Adakah bauan itu khas untuk kamu? Adakah penulisan saya ini memberi satu bauan yang mana hanya beberapa orang sahaja dapat menghidunya? Bauannya pula, membenci atau menyukainya? Apakah bauan yang dibawanya? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

conspiracy nature of problems...?

Problems..it appears problems work together in order to set us free from odd thinking, odd thoughts, and odd behavior. The moment a problem comes up, another problem is set to be in the making.You know what? These two problems tend to `conspire', so to speak. In the beginning these two problems (can be three or more) seem unrelated. But in the course of time, that one problem has a kind of association with the second one. In the lighter note, a future is set to take place. And it can be a bright one, if properly handled and managed. Semoga kita sentiasa dalam PerlindunganNYA. Allahuakbar.

Mengapa ye..?

Sulaman hidup agak berpedoman dan berprinsip. Jika dipermudahkan sesuatu yang nampak sukar, maka pengurusan kepada sesuatu itu akan jadi mudah. Tidak sangat terasa cemas dan tidak menggerunkan tetapi hanya mengalami perasaan yang saya rasa agak rutin. Biasa, biasa. Semoga sentiasa dalam PerlindunganNYA. Allahuakbar.

have never been truly...

Have never been truly others..it is all in the self. Anything done all shall have a bouncing effect on yourself. All in the name of bouncing game till you can bounce no more. Drops dead. Breathe no more. So what and where exactly is actually the position of others? Still searching for the doors of heaven. What should I do? Allahuakbar.

the negatives and the positives...

Circling round, circling waves, and what causes it? Could it be the fights and the fightings? Is it the fights within and the fighting without? And the waves getting stronger and destructive just because of the imbalance between the fights and the fightings. The fights are getting selfish everyday so much so we can easily overcome and overwhelmed by the fightings that can easily derailed the fights within. Semoga kita sentiasa dalam PerlindunganNYA. Allahuakbar.

penduduk masa dan tempat...a circling waves..

Secara fitrah, tidak ada masa dan tempat dan keadaan kita tidak boleh tersenyum, lantas tidak boleh bermasam muka. Jika kita mengenal sesuatu dalam konteks Islam dan Allah, apa apa yang kita lakukan dan diperlakukan adalah merupakan hak Allah dalam PenentuanNYA? Adakah dengan tersedarnya kita begitu maka dengan sendirinya kita telah meghampiri dan mendekati pintu syorga?  Allahuakbar.

symptoms...

Watching brief...looking for symptoms that can help me to understand how things can change for the better. One, so fast, so soon, and efficiently executed. Two, down deep you want it and wish it to happen. And as the way it looks, InsyaAllah, Segala Pujian bagi Mu, Ya Allah. Allahuakbar.

not surprising...

Despite the everything, we still forget we have something that is considered all and complete. Just like my writing, I forgot, as a `small time writer' I have written a lot in this blog since 2008. And surprisingly to me I am only have today and  still clinging to something that I considered not mine. Am I? Yes it is yours. Is it? That includes the age. Have you forgotten your age? So it is not surprising to witness something that just do not make sense to you, but it can be a very sensible thing to other than you. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

made in consciousness...

Consciousness. That explains. We are what we are conscious of. Thus we can be capable of anything, from A to Z, literally speaking. The first instance of something that has to do with pain, we are conscious of death. On this consciousness, do we have to cheat ourself? We are made of consciousness. Name it. And you are very much part of it. Of anger, of love, of hate, all in the consciousness and we are made of it. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.