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Al-Fatihah kepada Arwah bapa saya

how come it seems like yesterday...

How come it seems like yesterday when I have to walk home in a very cold, dark, and shadowy winter at Whitewater Wisconsin. Day is short and before I know it is already dark. Upon reaching home on the Prairie Road, just thinking about nothing but sleep. But one thing I have never stopped in doing is doing a bit of writing like what I am doing right now. It seems life awaits us to express something to give it a meaning, so to speak. And tonight the meaning seems to be crystal clear. Despite the passes of time, nothing has been far apart, yesterday and today, nothing, anything and something. But is it meaningful? Wallahualam. Penuh kesyukuran. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-GalaNYA. Allahuakbar.

Mimpi....dan yang Diimpikan...

Mengapa mimpi selalunya lain dari apa yang pinta? Perpindahan hati dan perasaan yang begitu drastik berlaku apabila kita bermimpi. Mengapa ianya tidak dengan cepat menjadi kenyataan? Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke atas SegalaNYA. Allahuakbar.

A picture to remember....when life seems bleak..

I have lost contact with each and everyone of them....me, sitting, middle.

Being a little bossy but less busy boss at Twin-Island Motel...long time ago...a young man with just little knowledge on life...despite that I keep on progressing...Allahuakbar..

how do you feel..

What do you see? How do you feel? Guts are hard to come by. Day in day out, despite the relentless effort in writing different things and topics, the inner gap is almost and strangely consistent. That consistencies make you a you. I am Hamdan bin Hassan whose sheer desire is to be just me. And the obvious difference is in the difference in yesterday compared to today. Nothing magical. Just as usual. Could there still be differences? Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai terhadap apa terjadi dan di jadi. Allahuakbar.

Those understand seconds would understand minutes. Those who understand minutes would understand hours. Those who understand hours would understand days. Those who understand days would understand weeks. Those who understand weeks would understand months. Those who understand months would understand years. Those who understand years would understand life in its true form. When forms are being discovered, then begins the effort in trying to understand the Creator. Allah the Al-Mighty. Allahuakbar.

shadow..At first it is only a shadow. But now shadows are everywhere. When small, I was so afraid of shadows. But now, when it is more than one and countless, all shadows seem to be friends. But only for a while and for bad cause. We must stop being a shadow. We are very much real to the bones and the blood. We have mind, spirit, and soul. And we have Allah the Al-Mighty. Allahuakbar.

FLOW PERFECT......i

FLOW PERFECT......it has been a life of flow perfect. All the details , in years, in days, in ages, in the people surrounding all events, all along it has been flow perfect. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

I guess we could only give sympathy to ordeals experienced by others. What we cannot give and share with them is empathy. Sympathy, yes. Empathy, not quite. That is life in the genuine sense of the word. And when comes the Intervention from Allah the Al-Mighty, nobody knows and nobody has the might and strength to prevent it. Allah Knows ALL. Allahuakbar.

Plane lands in KLIA with remains of 20 Malaysian MH17 victims. A Malaysia Airlines plane carrying the remains of 20 Malaysian victims of the flight MH17 disaster has landed at the Kuala Lumpur International Airport at 10.00am today. It is a day of national mourning across the country with flags hoisted at half-mast.

A Malaysia Airlines plane carrying the remains of 20 Malaysian victims of the flight MH17 disaster has landed at the Kuala Lumpur International Airport at 10.00am today. It is a day of national mourning across the country with flags hoisted at half-mast. - See more at: http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/malaysia/article/nation-mourns-as-mh17-victims-return-home#sthash.LAEnthob.dpuf

Plane lands in KLIA with remains of 20 Malaysian MH17 victims - See more at: http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/malaysia/article/nation-mourns-as-mh17-victims-return-home#sthash.hf0i9KN2.dpuf

endangering...

We keep on saying about the world we live in. In the name of `goodness' are we endangering everybody's life? Look at Israel and Hammas who endangers who? Who starts it all? Obama airstrikes on Iraq, how many more would be killed and perished from this earth? Why can't they open a new chapter in life by doing something that does not endanger other people? We dressed great in the outside. What about inside? Wallahualam. Semoga kita sentiasa dalam Pertolongan dan PerlindunganNYA. Allahuakbar.

creepy...

creepy adjustment, creepy arrangement, creepy distances, creepy tv stories, creepy anger, creepy laughs and laughter, creepy shops and jobs, creepy desk-top, creepy comments, creepy days, creepy times, creepy discipline..Wallahualam. Kepada Allah saya Menyerah. Kepada Allah saya Memohon Pertolongan dan Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

science , art, and myths..

And it can be real. Or it can't. But not forever. There are times when life is just a step away from fantasies. When fantasies become realities, human being has lost their sense of belonging. Literally they are dead doing what ordinarily should be done by living and normal people. But they have lost their sense of pain. Are they worth living? Sesungguhnya hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui  Yang Benar dan Yang Tidak. Allahuakbar.

what it actually meant when seen from afar....why it has to be dismissed..

It is just nothing. It is just the same. Nobody wants anybody to have a good life. They sympathize. But they are merely reacting but far from being proactive. Beware of reactionary actions of persons that you might know or might not know. The reacting could just an act of culture's wish of any social human interaction. An act of proactive underlies the knowledge of humans actions and decisions that truly signify the caring and the concerned. Wallahualam. Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui, Berkuasa ke atas Segala-GalaNYA. Allahuakar.

Relief and belief...INCLUSIVE...

Feel some kind of a relieve and a strong belief in life and in death where everybody shall have their parting of ways. Sukar dirasai perasaan ini dalam keadaan lain. Tetapi entah disebabkan fakta apa, terasa terlepas dari kekangan perasaan yang sentiasa berusaha mencari jalan keluar. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Perlindungan, Pertolongan, Taufik, dan Hidayah. Allahuakbar.