Pada saat itu..

Pada saat dan ketika itu ianya merupakan peristiwa besar yang menguasai diri ini siang dan malam. Bila dijengok kembali peristiwa itu, memang dirasai begitu dan seterusnya membawa kepada peristiwa peristiwa kecil besar penuh makna dan tidak  hinggalah kepada kehidupan hari ini. Adakah lagi akan terjumpa peristiwa yang dapat menguasai diri ini siang dan malam seperti dahulu? Wallahualam. KepadaNYA kita berserah dan berdoa segala kebaikan dan keberkatan bagi segala peristiwa kehidupan ini.  Allahuakbar.

lake, trees, forest and island...

Tertanya dan ditanya...

Ditanya siapa aku dan mengapa aku. Adakah jawapannya pada yang sudah ternampak, terdengar, terfikir? Baik dalam realiti mahupun dalam mimpi atau dalam khayalan. Mungkin terongkai sudah secebis jawapan tidak keseluruhan. Tetapi adakah ianya merupakan penanda arah? Wallahualam. Semoga Allah memberi petunjuk, hidayah. Allahuakbar.

Sepanjang usia, secepat masa...

Memungkinkan sebilangan kecil semuanya ada, tercapainya cita-cita hajat, dan  hasrat. Dan sejumlah besar tidak teradakan semua. Ada terrtinggal, tercicir, terhalang, terlewat, tidak terjumpa, hanya sekadar impian semata-mata. Wallahualam. Hanya kepadaNYA kita berserah. KepadaNYA dipohon Perlindungan, Pertolongan. Allahuakbar.

Sepanjang jalan sesingkat hidup...

Sepanjang jalan.. 

Ada yang bersuara kuat dalam menyampaikan sesuatu. Ada yang tidak bersuara langsung. Dunia, kehidupan, dan liku yang berbucu dan yang tidak. Ada yang penuh ketawa dan berjenaka dalam manangani usikan dan ujian. Ada yang mendiamkan diri seribu bahasa, seribu rasa. Walauapapun, dunia mempamerkan kekuatan yg luar biasa. Adakah ianya seiring dgn kekuatan yang ada? Wallahualam. Kepada Allah dipohon taufik hidayah, pohon pertolongan perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

pointless and unnecessary..

Then why still  they are doing it? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa. Allahuakbar.

How would you prefer to see life?

More of individuals? More of groups? More of nobody? More  of yourself? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

trying hard,very hard..

When watching TV on dramas and movies, pity the actors, the actresses, the director, they are trying so hard to make acting a perfect profession. Is it a profession of true love or just a mockery of what they can really be in real life? Wallahualam. Maha Suci Allah dari disyirikkan. Allahuakbar.

Terdengar, mendengar, membuat, terbuat, terfikir, tertulis..

We are far from being successful and far from being perfect. If today has been the measurement, nobody and nothing is truly under control. If it does then why do we still in need of today and wanting to see tomorrow? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Sempurna. Allahuakbar.

sense of direction...

Wonder why? Wonder what? Wonder where? I wait for no one. And nobody waits for me. So what's the hurry? It is just a sense. Allah creates a sense in us so that we all are with directions. So that we would be somewhere. And so what is next? Surely everybody has one. Who doesn't? Sesungguhnya Maha Suci Allah dari disyirikkan. Allahuakbar.

the unnecessary traditions and tensions...

Between this and that, the power lies in between. The energy stays thin, thick and quick to hit and strike back at any unnecessary tensions, be it between the closest of family members, what more others.Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

that eerie feeling..

Does it hold the secret to one's strength? The might in a person is God-given. But have we try to understand it? It could just be dismissed in so many tones in so words, actions and decisions. Maha suci Allah dari disyirikkan. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

thought-switching..

Thought-switching, an abundance of it, quality and cheap. When comes to being physical somewhere, not that cheap and the quality is doubted. Then switch to thought-switching. It might bring the happiness you are looking for. Wallahualam. Sesungguhnya Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa. Allahuakbar.

don't know what is the big next...

How could I know? All the big next are behind you. Then, can there be another big next in front of me? How could I tell? What you have written can be seen as the big next. Is that all? Right time wrong place. Wrong time right place. Does that can be regarded as `the big next'? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

of family relationship and friends...

If we are to measure in terms of mind, heart, and soul, a family member would trigger more emotional feeling than the thought of close friends. But taking the two as a bottom line as to what I felt now, both creates no differences when comes to feeling and concern. Am I out of my mind or out of my heart, or out of my body? Wallahualam. KepadaNYA diphon Petunjuk, Hidayah. Allahuakbar.

Abang Wahab dimasukkan wad Hospital Temerloh