something lurking behind...

your journey...

How familiar a person is, past and present, dead and alive, if ever you are to stumble on his or her name and for whatever reasons again, both would no longer lives in world of same dimensions. Both are with two different anticipation. Despite seeing someone in a happy mode, that happiness is somewhat heavenly and not worldly. But if it is still worldly, then you have to look into the depth of one's living. They might not be alive after all. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai ke atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

Just me inside and outside...

Yes, if ever you see others, what would you see are all the outsides. All outsides are outsiders. And all outsiders would create a mental and physical mess. But if only you are more to the insides, then life would be just fine and heavenly. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

just be yourself...

Be myself? It has been said by almost everybody when confronted with a difficult decision situation. But despite that, it is easy said than being truly oneself. Even when comes to writing, I can't guarantee all being written reflects my true self. But if I can't be myself then how could I write with ease and with flair? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

have to look at Sunday differently...

It would no longer be the same Sunday. Everything has to be configured. It could no longer be at the same place. I have to replace it with something more stable, handy, and taking into consideration my age and my days. Have I been to demanding? Could be. Discard it and replace with different tone and different songs. Semoga Allah sentiasa memberi Taufik, Hidayah, Pertolongan, Kesejahteraan. Allahuakbar.

lingkaran maut...

Being encircled by few thought circles that could set you free but at the same time there are thoughts you have to cut it loose. Wallahualam. Hanya kepadaNYA diphon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

simple but could be a killer...

Words presented, said and the ideas repeated could be just the hidden strategy that can led someone down. Instead of going up, that person just don't have the desire to pursue good living anymore. I just don't want to say what could possibly the undesirables but it lurks every now and then and it kills. Wallahualam. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Taufik, Hidayah. Allahuakbar.

when you have only yourself....

Not the politics, nor the economy, just being myself. And I have to be a good manager and a good listener in order to see what turns around does not come around anymore. It should be a straight line thereon. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

stupid and stupidity..

Often times you would be looking over you past and how many times you have been brought back to life just because of that stupidities. Are there still acts of stupidity I am ignorant of? Could be. But should I care? An act of stupidity has also been with great people. The moment they realized those stupidities, that very moment life can be very beautiful. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Nothing overlaps...

kita ada dua mata, satu untuk tengok ke luar dan satu lagi untuk menenong melihat ke dalam diri kita. Dua tangan satu memberi satu menerima, dua kaki, satu bergerak ke depan di samping tidak melupakan satu kaki lagi di belakang. Satu hati yang cepat merasa dan terasa dan berperanan menjadi pengukur dan penanda aras kepada mata, kaki, tangan, dan telinga agar tidak ada pertindihan yang merosakkan..Wallahualam...

vision makes easy...and achievable...

Just look down and see what you can do. Small money if let it gathers it can be as big as you want it to be. The problem is that generally vision is being seen as hard and difficult to achieve. And this is because you have to think far and big that ordinarily defines a vision. Well for a change, allow it to be here and now. Thus vision could be realized every minute and every day. Allahuakbar.

today is Sunday...a day in humanity?

Yes, today is Sunday. There is something to it when I say today is Sunday. Well it could be anything. It could be that sense of one thing and another thing. What is it? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

an obvious change...

An obvious change to my mental terrain. What was before a peak now seems flattened and dry. what was before a valley to be explored, now seems just a lost valley of jewels and diamonds. What a life. Some paths are closed to some opportunities. But one thing is obvious, Allah is Great and what can`t be achieved are being realized today. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

a tall tree..

Tall big trees has always been admired for variety of reasons. But one simple thought that has been passed over for centuries is that tall and big trees help and protecting. But when those trees are cut and make way for the so-called progress, then disasters start coming one after the other. When would it stops? When consciousness of what is old is appreciated, aided, protected. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

found a reason to be everywhere...but sometimes with nobody and just being in a place...

Not from the small mind neither from the big heart. Some just follow the dream. Be it you, be it me. There must be reasons to every steps we take. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.