making it happen...

Each steps I take, the result is none other than trying to make it happen. If it does happen the manner it should happen, Alhamdullilah. But why far from the feel I am the one who causes it? Am I in control? In real steps it is  none other than my steps. But eventually, I feel I don't belong.  Do I in any way contributes to that scenario of success?  Kepada Allah saya menyerah dan memohon keampunan. Allahuakbar.