trying to tell me something..?

I have power, but I don't behave like one.  I have words, am I wasting it?  I have doubts and delusions and got to make a stand. Feel don't have the energy for what I am doing now. Have I been channeling it for a wrong cause and for a wrong person and for a wrong reason? Have I? Is it time for me to make a bold move and take the giant steps? Kepada Allah saya memohon pertolongan, taufik dan hidayah. Allahuakbar.