a creativity?

Have I have long been like this? My brain, my mind, my thought, my thinking, my creativity, way back when I was still in the cradle? I have never been tough in talking and behaving till I have been grabbed by an unknown entity that sees me as a true friend. Haha. Just exercising my creativity. Is it? Wallahualam. Maha suci Allah dari disyirikkan. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-galanya. Allahuakbar.