Whims and Fancies...

I did say in my last entry on whims and fancies. And this entry I am going to expand the thoughts further down to the public at large. The phrase `whims and fancies' has a connotation of an individual who sees the world only from his so-called `fantasizing world view' that is well fit with his age and the phase of life he found himself to be in. Nobody is to be blamed for that. We too can become the victim of our own `contemporary' obsession. Knowing we can easily be victimized, be thoughtful when confronting a specific life situation. How? Be well informed and gain as much knowledge as possible and after doing some thinking, once again the process of auto-correct shall hit the brain and the mind. Thus the logical can be separated from the psychological, the stated from the hidden. And above all it separates the truth of oneself from the false of `whims and fancies' of others.

Come and go...

They come. And they go. But some come and it takes some time before they actually go. Memories come but it can never go away. So beware of bad memories that you happen to store in your subconscious. It might pop-up at awkward moment of the day and night. Some memories are so sweet to remember. But there are memories that can make a mess of your life. But all in all life is a balance of good things and bad things. It is also a balance of good people and bad people. If it is too much of one side then life seem to be of no challenge. In the beginning you might not accept things that has happened, but in the long run, what we have experienced served as a stabilizer to what we are going to face later on in life. It might be all bad and good. Nevertheless, it does come and soon it would faded and disappear not to come again in your life. What stays only memories. Strong and weak memories. And that is sweet.

You don't have to tell me...

But she did. Why? Keeps me wondering of life and the time I was being told about that. Life is so wonderful not to see it in its true and ultimate form. The layering of bricks and the layering of events (episodes and drama) in life has its similarities. I am already a completed house. I can find comfort from my years of layering my pieces and now I see a beautiful house that gives me and family a shelter from turbulence outside. But I was told of something and seeing it from the layering point of view, it keeps me wondering of the impact at this time of her life. But that is life and it is an act of layering the bricks one by one.


MY YOUNGER DAYS, RUNNING MY OWN BUSINESS,
BACK THEN A HEAVY SMOKER
And sometimes you might be asking when it is going to finish. Well it is all in the effort and the ethics that should be observed while doing the layering. So you have been asking me how long it is going to complete? You tell me.

No big deal...

I am alive and have to do what I have to do. If you see me walking that is because I have the energy to do so. Nothing great in seeing me where I am. And so are others when seeing them driving along the highway. They are not showing anything. They are just driving because they need to drive. They are alive and are going somewhere. No big deal. So what? No big deal about what I am writing. Wake up this morning and find this and that is okay so this is what I write. I am blessed with what they called it the ability to write and so are you. No big deal. In contrast there are others who seems to be alive but does not seem to be so. I don't think they knew what life is all about. Being thankful is one thing and so is being grateful. But that is not the case with some individuals I have encountered in my life time. Even neighbours do not notice the other neighbour. Wonder are they alive. Thinking so much into the future is not living a life. Being philosophical? Well no big deal. Do they?

The secretive nano seconds...

When eyes are closed and thoughts are actively engaged on something, anything can happen during that nano seconds. He might be contemplating an attack on another nation and the next day headline has been flashed on every newspaper that war has broke out. At local scene, a political friend can become an enemy and lompat parti telah berlaku. And at a very personal level, wife is bought and an expensive product has been sought. These days, it is no longer by the months and the weeks, it is by the nano second. Everything is accessible and measurable in terms of money, needs, and greed. The damage has been done but it is also being easily repaired. It is all in the name of nano, and in nano seconds this page shall be blown into nano pieces but can be pieced together in nano thoughts..

Elevated to a full self-turn consciousness...

Up there down below, alone up here, and full of tricksters down there. It is all in the name of elevated consciousness. It is a consciousness of an hollow type but can't see through. We are all a well self blend of everything that only tune to our consciousness and not others. In actual fact or fantasy there is no true togetherness or conscious of others. The birds fly. The bees sting. He or she is talking something to you. The reality is only in the birds and in the bees. The talking and what has been said is not elevated to the consciousness of yours but theirs. So where are they? And what are they? I do not hear them talking. Even the smiles are as hollow as it has always been. It means nothing till it is being elevated to a self-turn consciousness and are truly moving towards you. Till then life is very much a fantasy. And reality is only in one's consciousness, elevated or not.

Atas ziarah oleh YB Dato Mohd Sharkar Shamsudin, Exco Pahang, saya sekeluarga mengucapkan berbanyak terima kasih.