Thursday, May 25, 2017

the direction is towards is not being shared...

Kesemuanya merupakan sesuatu yang tidak boleh menyembunyikan saya dari berkata-kata. Sesunyi mana sesuatu, sejelas mana sesuatu, ianya tetap akan menyentak dan menuntut pandangan dan perasaan yang automatis kepada saya. Ia merupakan `pengaruh' yang cukup halus kerana ianya telah menjadi binaan yang sukar diruntuhkan dan perlu diperhalusi semula bagi mengelak dari tertawan oleh iblis dan syaitan.Wallahualam. Kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, May 24, 2017

how could that be a shame?

There are situations that are in-built with life itself. Conscious and unconscious aspect of life are well laid out for a reason and later on become reasons. It looks like weaknesses. Is it? It looks like being cheated. Have they do it on purpose? Or they too are unconscious of the fact that life is with specific and individual directions? Berapa jauh dan berapa lama seseorang itu dengan seseorang yang lain? Ada kah sesiapa dapat mengagak dengan tepat? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas Segalanya.

Monday, May 22, 2017

bersendiri dan beramai...

Bersendirian at best apabila fardhu ain diamalkan. Beramai at best apabila fardhu kipayah di utamakan.both complement each other.

Sunday, May 21, 2017


A man who has been writing this has been very humble with his ability. Why? His world has never been a flat one. It runs steep and narrow. Nothing holds just swept down. On the top it is just me. So should there be worries after knowing where you are? Allahuakbar.

Saturday, May 20, 2017

seeking the path and knowing the level...

That is how ties are developed. Know the path. Know the level. Everybody interacts differently when comes to individual path and individual level. Yes a world is seen as one. But looking at the paths and levels  everybody has to trot on, the differences could be steep and could be narrow. Anybody of the same path and same level as me? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Thursday, May 18, 2017

picking free...

Those are parts that belong to you. It sounds easy. It looks easy. If ever they don't touch you, they don't mention you, the part and that is yours has never make known to them. Hamdan, and that is me, has never make easy to them. You are just not one of their chosen part. Have I? Never have been. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

a straightfoward thinking...

When there are a lot of thought directions, the path seems to be crooked and hazy. I can put it right and straightforward by not talking and acting so much on it. Why not just wait? Can you? For sure the end is in anything, everybody and everything. Allahuakbar.

Monday, May 15, 2017


Bila aku lupa atau terlupa aku dapati diriku tenang. Bila teringat sesuatu aku kembali tenang kerana aku sekarang lebih berhati terhadap apa yang membuat aku tenang dan tidak tenang. Alhamdullilah. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, May 14, 2017

tunnels of weaknesses...?

Before reaching lights of real strengths, one has to experience the scorching heat in the tunnels of ignorances, weaknesses and seemingly stupid. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke atas Segalanya. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, May 13, 2017

good intention...

The first day versus the 100 days then moved on to 100 months. 100 years? The first day with all the good intention and declaration, can it be sustained till the 100 days, 100 months, 100 years for that matter? With exception of few companies, para nabi dan Rasul, the rest would just changed direction in the name of a changed world. As a Muslim, on the first day, the son or daughter would be hearing all the good words and pray from parents and friends hoping for better days ahead. What about me? Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke atas Segalanya. KepadaNYA di pohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

Friday, May 12, 2017

a sign of dependence and weakness...

Mere expressions of strength can never make a person a complete whole. A person can be really and relatively independent with resources of cash and  kind. Do I have both? Hanya kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

a savior?

Do they bother on who you are? Am I sick or they? They have only themselves to think about to the last dollar and the cents, so to speak. And today a facet of you has been dug and has been brought out from the depth of `seas, oceans, forests, and volcanoes'. And it is a weakness that have haunt you for so long. It is a stage that can be so frightening. `You know it but you can't do anything'. To a point you seem to be dictated. Even the manner you weigh seems intelligent and experienced. But still at the end you are being made the victim like being robbed in the daylight. Has that being me all this while? Wallahualam. Hanya kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan, Kekuatan. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, May 9, 2017


Ya. Itulah saya. Saya meringankan apa jua. Ia memang dah semula jadi bagi saya melihat serba benda ringan. Itulah sebab mengapa saya amat permudah dan pemurah orangnya. Tapi bagi yang tidak memahami diri saya, saya diterjemah sebagai mudah dan senang dipermainkan. Hari ini saya menyedari bahawa tidak seringan itu bagi orang lain. Satu perkataan yang diutarakan adalah seperti seketul batu yang hendak dilemparkan. Tidak bagi saya. Serba serbi seperti layang layang yang sedang terbang, Justeru saya perlu berjaga jaga terhadap niat orang lain yang songsang dan memudharatkan. Kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

Monday, May 8, 2017

little little things..

Not that big grand things, but those little things could change one's life. I  for one does not really think big when I was small. But I move on till I can write both big and small things. Not to mention my experiences it can be seen in a similar breadth. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, May 6, 2017

relatively moving..

Water moves to find its own level. A person moves towards its own dynamism, real and fantasy. Until a true dynamism has not been found, felt, and seen, he keeps on moving. Till when? Anyway, it would stop somewhere. When? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke Atas Segalanya. Allahuakbar.