Sunday, April 29, 2018

climax...

Three categories of people: 

1. only climaxed at the starting point
2. after some time 
3. his or her climax in doing something still not in sight despite years in doing it..

Saturday, April 28, 2018

bertentangan arah...

Ilmu datang bila sesuatu itu bertentangan arah...bila ianya membawa kegeseran..ia akan mencetuskan satu bunyi dan suara cahaya yang dinamakan ilmu...

Mintak izin...

Siapa sebenarnya aku yang sentiasa peka dengan `keizinan' yang sangat bertentangan dengan arah, masa, waktu, dan fitrah. Adakah hidup ku dalam kesedaran yang sepatut dan sebenarnya? Ada yang jelas mengharapkan. Tidak semua. Ramai yang tidak tahu apa yang telah mereka lakukan. Hanya ikut ikutan dan mendewakan sesuatu yang menampakkan rasukan iblis dan syaitan. Ya Allah, berilah hamba mu ini Perlindungan dari azab api neraka. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, April 22, 2018

Mistakes made...

Yes. You did realize the mistakes you have made. But can you turn back the clock?  Just ponder over at all the events you have undergone. You wish you shall be running fast, stands strong, and above all think clearly. Can you?  Only if...that shall the thoughts that have been played on almost everybody, regardless who they are, where they are. Life has a purpose. That includes mistakes made. So move forward within the capacity Allah has bestowed upon you. Think beyond yes, but make sure it is not that far. Not far from your strength mentally and physically. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, April 21, 2018

stay back, stay put..

Can't do much anymore. Despite trying  I shall be back to the things that spell who I am. Don't try to go beyond where you might be smashed, physically and mentally, so to speak. And what happens yesterday proves that you are just that. Well, take it innocently, there are instances where going beyond would have something smashed. So just stay back, stay put. Take a hard look and go by today's only acceptable list that spell who you are now and no more who you were.

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

End tips...once there was a kingdom..

 Tipping potentials where there are no more borders..

Down deep me thinking. Despite all, I am a person who can't stop from what they called as thinking. But what is thinking actually?  Just at the end tip of somewhere in the brain. Nothing interferes with that position until I am about to go somewhere. About to go somewhere? Where?  From one tip to another tip. Does that answer the question? Well, that explained the position I am talking about. Just about to go. Just being somewhere that can be described as a kingdom of only you. No matter how hard  you try to have connections, it spells only the only you, the humble you. Where are others ?  Do they exist? Not within the realm of where I am in my position. Where? Just at the end tip before moving to another tip. Allahuakbar.

Friday, March 9, 2018

the night...

I am overwhelmed by these bits of everything tonight. Feel calm and peaceful. Been asking what has gone into me and everything? Just feeling good. It can't be for others. It is for me. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Friday, March 2, 2018

Bila umur menjankau 70+...maka tercetuslah kata kata begini....

All this time I have been thinking and doing things that far and that distance in all sorts of life corridors and all sorts of life circumstances. My concern for children, my family, my relatives are all part and reasons for all the journey taken far, very far and near. And still before I know it I am already in KL struggling in the midst of traffic jams, in Putrajaya, in Bangi, in Shah Alam, in Kuantan, and literally speaking almost everywhere, morning, afternoon, evening and most of the time reaching home only past midnight. Now at 71, it is time of me to lay back enjoying my old age. Syukur and Alhamdullilah for the good health. No need to be everywhere now. By just being here in Temerloh, where my roots are, I can also share and feel the and that feel of happiness with members of my family, relatives, friends, and acquaintances. And by running a business here, I could also share that feel of joy with customers. So no more unnecessary journey for now, so to speak. Kepada Allah saya memohon Kekuatan dalam melalui kehidupan seterusnya.  Allahuakbar.

Monday, February 26, 2018

Dari kaca mata yang berbeza..

Yes, it was just simple act of giving. That was years ago. But now that simple act has been seen so complicated. A simple view point but being seen in 1001 ways. What is simple should remain simple. But it seems not anymore. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, February 24, 2018

A second look...

Want to give myself a second look. Tend to be too relaxed with lots of things. Deserving thoughts are always  there when dealing with others. Sometimes it can be seen as a clear case of paying an undue attention to what you don't belong. And even they feel they are the ones who deserved more than you do. I have to find my way back and give myself a real look at what has happened. Could I? Well it is just a beginning. Allahuakbar.

Monday, February 19, 2018

Syukur Alhamdullilah..

 Saya, dua dari kanan. Gambar memperingati  kawan lama dan kenalan baru berjumpa semasa meraikan majlis perkahwinan anak saudara saya bertempat di Dewan Alumni ABS Temerloh. Di kanan sekali Pengerusi Alumni ABS, Dato Masut. Nisbar Nasib (dua dari kiri) masih diingati yang mana beliau merupakan seorang dari team pengurusan penubuhan Proton pada tahun 1985. Tiga dari kiri, Encik Rafiz Azuan Abdullah, CEO PIDM (perbadanan Insurans Deposit Malaysia) ayah saudara kepada pengantin perempuan. Tiga dari kanan dan masih diingati Encik Affifuddin Jaafar, pemain forward bolah sepak Pahang pada satu ketika dulu, dan berbanyak maaf kerana masih tidak mengenali yang di kiri sekali dan merupakan kenalan baru.

Friday, February 9, 2018

Usia ku usia mu

Usia ku usia mu - ada yang muda ada yg tua. Sehelai daun pada sebatang pokok juga tidak sama usianya. Gugurnya tidak tahu bila dan disebabkan oleh apa. Lumrah apabila sudah tua, saluran oxygen dan makanan sudah tertutup, maka gugurlah ia. Adakala tercabut semua hingga ke akar umbi tidak kira tua muda kerana angin yang kencang datang melanda. Tak selalu tapi ada agar kita beringat. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

Langkah pengembaraan sekecil nafas yang ditarik dan dilepaskan..

Setiap nafas yang ditarik dan dilepaskan merupakan langkah pengembaraan setiap insan di muka bumi ini. Lantas kita perlu bersyukur di atas nyawa yang masih ada dan tidak tahu bila ianya akan diambil dari kita buat selamanya. Allahuakabr.

Thursday, January 25, 2018

digital era...

You can become everybody and anybody if we can manage everything digitally. No countries are that powerful but with the power in digits, a devil can turn into an angel and vice versa. And now no more being counted physically and manually but a wrong move life can be just without numbers as we wished it to be. We could be just a number for an advertising exposure. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan dalam menghadapi segala ujian, dugaan. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

When it gets blur, then comes a reason and reasoning..

You have your reasons...
How could life be made simpler? Some say just be simple and go simple. Well life is made of reasons. Lots of it. A person's reason might not be the same as others. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.