Monday, March 31, 2014

bergerak di kalangan roh...

Dalam semua aspek kebaikan, dan semuanya adalah kebaikan belaka kerana seseorang itu telah bergerak di kalangan para roh yang tidak memiliki jasad lagi. Tidak ada kata jahat dan nakal terkeluar dari mulutnya. Tidak ada perbuatan jahat yang boleh mencetuskan huru hura di dimensi kehidupan duniawi yang mana jasad menguasai alam fikir dan buat. Itulah pertentangan yang nyata antara jasad dan rohaniah. Wallahualam.Semoga kita sentiasa dalam PerlindunganNYA. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

An execuse...?

My excuse might not be an excuse to another. Vice versa, So are all the sciences and technologies of what we have seen today. It is no excuse to the inventor who invented it. It is all in the positive spirit that makes it all possible. All? Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Lagi Menguasai Segala-GalaNYA. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, March 29, 2014

small seems inactive...

But it is not. It sways and the effect is the destruction of basic values of family members and society at large. Should not ignore what seems small but can serve as an undercurrent that can pull legs apart. It is time to adhere to the robust thought of being small but can be as powerful as the hurricanes, tornadoes, and the tsunamis. But above all, only Allah can uplift the very small of things to the highest level of Allah's creation in terms of true power that surpassed the gigantic, vast, and the infinity of the universe. Allahuakbar.

Friday, March 28, 2014

the eye is not just the eye...

The word is not just a sound. It can be a negative influence. The sight is not just the eyes. An ignorance? Could be.The touch is not the feel. It could be a `perceptual' sense of fear and taboos. The picture can be a concrete image and behind it are `dynasty of kings and dictators' ruling over the masses full of unnecessary weaknesses and stupidity. Today is a different day indeed. It is worth more than a million dollars. So why that feel of `big loss'. Allahuakbar.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

you..yes..but who am I..?

Exploring deep into oneself and it seems events tend to have their own language in telling the truth about oneself. And today I have been bothered by the word `motivation'. Such a small word indeed but it is being make dimensional in odd, all, and sometimes resort to old forms and shapes. Obama sees the annexation of Crimea by Russia as a disgrace to the 21st century. And Putin sees it as a centuries of a romantic story that ends up with `live happily ever after'. Whatever motivates you, eventually you need another set of motivation and motivator in order to make the search and initiatives complete. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

perlukah kita pada misteri...?

Dirasakan kehidupan akan menjadi tidak normal dan lintang pukang jika sesuatu berlaku dengan mendadak dan tiba-tiba. Misteri MH370 masih lagi berada dalam fasa tak normal ini. Dan kita melayani nya seperti ianya suatu yang benar-benar misteri. Adakah tidak masuk akal MH370 sangat tersasar laluannya hingga ke Lautan Hindi Selatan? Adakah itu merupakan wadah perwarasan jika dikatakan ianya tidak tersasar begitu jauh? Fikir dalam wadah fitrah dan ianya bukan lagi satu misteri. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

with deep sadness and regret that I must inform you that, according to this new data, flight MH370 ended in the southern Indian Ocean.”

KUALA LUMPUR: Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Razak announced live over TV tonight (March 24) that the missing MH370 that carried 239 passengers and crew had crashed into the South Indian Ocean.
He said: “This evening I was briefed by representatives from the UK Air Accidents Investigation Branch (AAIB). They informed me that Inmarsat, the UK company that provided the satellite data which indicated the northern and southern corridors, has been performing further calculations on the data. Using a type of analysis never before used in an investigation of this sort, they have been able to shed more light on MH370’s flight path.
“Based on their new analysis, Inmarsat and the AAIB have concluded that MH370 flew along the southern corridor, and that its last position was in the middle of the Indian Ocean, west of Perth.
“This is a remote location, far from any possible landing sites. It is therefore with deep sadness and regret that I must inform you that, according to this new data, flight MH370 ended in the southern Indian Ocean.”

Monday, March 24, 2014

the burning desire...

Is there such a thing as a burning desire? A burning desire for what? The word `obsession' is much suited to a feeling where one can never be safe from anything. Do I have a burning desire for writing? Or I am just obsessed in doing what I have been doing? Or it is just an outcome of a burning desire? Wallhualam. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

wonder how I can write..

Well, it started long time ago. I have written something like this: born with a pen in my hand and words in mouth. Just kidding. Maybe I am not. Actually my mind, my thought, my thinking is narrative in nature. It just speaks, it just pre-write mentally, and I just have to do the listening and then the writing. And before I know it, something has been written. Is that beautiful? How easy. As easy as ABC and as easy as 1 + 1 = 2. Well, today is Sunday. Just take things easy. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, March 22, 2014


The generalized `why' and the generalized `so-called' answers. Where have the specifics gone to? Why it is not has been as accurate I want it to be? Why? Because I did not ask for it. Am I? Have I? It has been very clear of what the beginning is. And it is gong to be very clear what the ending would be. But as of now, why everything seem to conjure the exact and specific feeling of mine? Because it has never been the culture. When talking about culture, all seems to be remote and has the tinge of impossibility. So I can become somebody of what have I have been cherishing all this time. Let today be the parting of ways. Surely it would work. Just say Allahuakbar.

Friday, March 21, 2014

the planet is beautiful...

 Are we only used to the beauty of the old schools of thoughts? Solutions are true solutions if it would make the galaxies and planets more beautiful. Yet we still romanticizing the old books of Cinderella and Snow White. Are we out of our mind? Russians and Americans are at it again. Even we in Malaysia are at it again. Smiles are no longer a genuine smiles. Putin is acting his way back to Crimea. Is he? Appears he is truly himself. What about Obama? Is he still acting? Never truly his in his decisions and actions. But one thing that does not lie and of no magic is the vanishing of aircraft MH370. Semoga kita sentiasa dalam Perlindungan Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-GalaNYA. Allahuakbar.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

somewhat nervous...

There are reasons to it. One, I am always asking, what I am trying to do? Why I am still trying to see ends meet. Seems I am trying to make good of what is left for me or in me. And over and above is thinking of death. It has been in my thinking process all the time. Should it? If that is the way it is, so let it be. The days are still there for me to sense the opportunities, chances, and solutions. I am still active as ever. The sense is always here now, and I have to do it. Is that the reason for my nervousness? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

music, sound, say, pray, and communication...

How disturbing to think of sound coming from human to human are far from direct, straightforward and forthcoming. The Americans see it as  some sound in the spirit of straightforwardness and forthcoming. They talk in terms of direct, openness, and `sourced-based', and sometimes blunt in communication. They talk in terms of channels closed and channels open. And the channels are well defined. What about we Malaysians? How do we generally looked upon saying something to another? The vanishing of Boeing MH370 reveals the big differences in ways and manner a nation sees the meaning of talking and communication. For one I have my manner of communicating something. Am I rather direct, forthcoming and straightforward? Well that is me. But mind you, other would take it differently. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

dignity in its odd form..

Tantamount to irrational and a chaotic mental state. But that has been described as normal and `dignity' took a turn for the worst. We have lost almost our sense of sensibility. Still very much a consciousness but with cracks of an unrepairable kind. Are we not  part of everything anymore? Have I make myself clear? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Monday, March 17, 2014

a relaxing thought...

Not that so much urges in me now. The urge now is more in getting closer to my Creator in Allah. I am studying and seeking all avenues and all corridors of communication that seem to be near that urge - to be near my Creator. In a vast world of planets, galaxies -  a universe of infinity and in the end, dignity. Have I found what I have been searching? Allahuakbar.

Sunday, March 16, 2014

writing does not mean an understanding..

Many just shunned from having a varied taste of writing because some `mysterious' elements inherent in writing. One, just don't know where to start. Another is the myths in the mastery of language. And it could be an understanding of what you are going to write about. What about my case? I am at ease in writing on anything. Well, I start bad when I first embark on this adventure. Despite that,  here I am still writing and still looking for an understanding. And the stories continue. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, March 15, 2014

a stronger link..

Being strong and have a control on all things, is it easy? I am very much alive. But nobody knows me. Nobody knows where I am. Can there be a reason? But there are others, who are alive, and everybody knows them. Why? The answer is in the link, direct and indirect. What it means by direct is that, those individuals who have have been in my physical path till now I can remember them well. But those helping me to survive, mostly organization, you also can remember them. But all organizations have human element making the organization functioning. That human element is considered indirect and remembering them has become a situation of touch and go. Do you understand me? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Friday, March 14, 2014

MH370 dan Budaya mengkritik.....

Budaya mengkritik...tidak bagi pemimpin kita?

Malaysia di kritik hebat oleh media antarabangsa kerana pemimpin yang dipertanggungjawab bagi SAR MH370 hanya menampakkan ketidak telusan di sana sini. Mereka berbalah bersabit fakta ini dan fakta itu. Bila soalan di aju bertalu-talu dalam soal MH370 yang hilang, mereka seolah-olah cuba mengelak dan menampakkan tidak selesanya mereka dengan press briefing tersebut. Semalam dijanjikan press briefing lebih awal, tetapi ianya hanya dapat diadakan pada jam hampir 6 petang. Yang peliknya dalam soal yang sensitif ini, media tempatan dan wartawan asing berpendapat mereka yang dipertanggungjawab tidak konsisten dalam beberapa perkara. General kata lain, TLDM kata lain, DCA kata lain, polis kata lain, dan Menteri pulak macam mana? Kesemua mereka mengingatkan jangan membuat spekulasi. Boleh ke? CNN telah menjadikan kisah hilang MH370 berita utama mereka dengan tidak henti-henti setiap hari mengalahkan berita Russia dengan referendum di Crimea. Tidak terkecuali CNN pun banyak melakukan andaian melalui temu ramah dengan pakar pakar. Adakah itu juga merupakan spekulasi? Sudah 6 hari berlalu, apa jua maklumat adalah penting walaupun dari sumber dibenci. Semoga hari ini merupakan hari terungkainya kisah hilangnya MH370. InsyaALLAH.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Science and technolgy..confidence at best..but..confidence can be a pain in the neck..

It is always in the human attitude that is at fault. We don't blame the mountain and the seas if we fail to conquer them. It is our attitude that sets the pace towards conquering it. It can be fast and quick. It can be slow but not steady. Whatever, the bottom-line is all in the attitude. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

simply simple...

Life is simply simple. But it has been made complicated by virtue of knowledge we have on something. The first instance, it looks simple. But with time, it does not seem what it first seem to be. The plane itself is simple for a person whose mind  is simply simple. That is the hallmark of great mind. Simply simple. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

the beautiful marble..

The world floats, but our brains are so easily stuck with something that might not be true. Something `bad' might not be bad after all. So are the words such as `lost', `missing', `stolen', `illegal' and much more words that can make an effort unproductive.We should be open up to all words positively despite the connotation of mind negatives attached to it but not the brain. All words should be looked upon as positive in order to find something useful. Just look at our earth from afar, despite everything, it is a beautiful marble. Allahuakbar.

Monday, March 10, 2014

others should have known better..

I don't have a complete control on myself. So are everybody. Only others can fix jigsaw puzzle of the bits and pieces of me and have a descriptive of what is exactly my life constitution is all about. Despite the awareness, I still don't have a full control of myself. I still need others to describe who I am thus a complete picture of my behaviour and character. In other words, I still have to see myself from the viewpoint of others. In some circumstances, they can be a better judge. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, March 9, 2014


A flight to Beijing China carrying 227 passengers and 12 crew members, take off from KLIA Sepang at 12.40 am 8/03/14 has become a nightmare to many. And the flight number  of Malaysian Airlines is MH370. It is a number that would be a memory not easily erased. At this time of writing (reported last known in the radar around 2.00 am 8 March 2014) all seems to be silent and quite. Until now, no news whatsoever where the plane is. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-GalaNYA. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, March 8, 2014

a character in a man called Anwar Ibrahim...

With Anwar's `little and small rest', of course it gives a  sense of `relieve' to the nation. In another words, Anwar Ibrahim existence carries a lot of weight to a country called Malaysia. The nation tilts when the court puts him away from the scene for 5 years. What kind of person he is? Nobody knows. His existence is real and has created a kind of a perception to his enemies, friends, and followers. And as far as impact and the aftermath he gives to the nation, only time would tell. Nobody has the power to determine the actual and exact political direction he has created. Not even Najib. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-GalaNYA. Allahuakbar.

Friday, March 7, 2014


Not my favorite topic. But it is very much a reality. What caused someone to take a revenge? Books, novels, and newspaper reporting are full of stories that can link to revenge. I would consider a person who thinks of nothing but revenge as mentally sick and living in the wilderness of oneself, lonely, and a strong desire to see something outside him crushed to ashes. MasyaAllah. Semoga kita sentiasa dalam PerlindunganNYA. Allahuakbar.

Thursday, March 6, 2014

macam sudah tertanam...

Nak mencabutnya susah. Tetapi kalau kita tahu prinsipnya, mencabutnya tidaklah sesusah mana.  Saya menganggap `conscience' yang tertanam seakan akan di buat oleh mereka yang mengharamkan nilai nilai baik yang patutnya diketengahkan. Berita dan cerita selalunya memihak kepada mereka kerana kuasa penentu arah adalah milik mereka. Jelasnya semuanya berpunca dari kepentingan kepada diri sendiri. Lantas yang tua tidak menyedari dia sudah tua, yang muda belum ada apa sudah mahu berkuasa. They forget that before they have all the opportunities and chances to be what they want to be, but why now it has become a continuing process in depriving others who are more deserving than them? Their actions and decisions are from being `conscionable'. Are they? They regrets on something has nothing to do with others but only on themselves. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

don't hold onto a tyrant feeling...let it go..

It is just like saying, don't hold onto your money for so long, spend it. I think it is a problem faced by almost everybody everyday. A feeling can be as tyrant as it can be. Stick like leeches and do not allow you to express your feeling freely. Buying something is an expression. Hope it is not an expression of a tyrant. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Stop and wait..

Should we stop and wait for those who are slow and clumsy? It is a very open question for all cultures. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Monday, March 3, 2014

a joke? How could that be..

Did I see it as a joke? The country is experiencing a dry spell. And water has to be rationed to various parts of Selangor and Kuala Lumpur. Luckily here in Temerloh, we are experiencing a smooth flow of water to all houses. Allah is Great. Are we people in Temerloh are nearer to our creator in Allah? Wallahualam. Semoga kita sentiasa dalam PerlindunganNYA. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, March 2, 2014


Suasana agak memilukan. Agak sedih. Aku tinggalkan tempat itu dengan satu perasaan yang agak berkecuali. Syukur, hanya rasa marah sedikit-sedikit tetapi telah dilupai dan bersedia untuk terus ke depan. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, March 1, 2014

tidak sengaja...

All this while, you must be looking sideways. By accident, this kind of thinking strikes at me. They are not what you think they are. They too are experiencing the blues after having such a busy day or week. Allah is Great. It won't be long till you feel life again. Otherwise, it seems life is no life at all. But small wonder how events can change like being struck by a lightning. Then everybody would be kept very busy....Allah is Great. Allahuakbar.