Tuesday, May 31, 2016

human element...

How could we blame the human for all when all shall be wiped out from the planet earth? In all its actual sense they are only the reasons to all and never a thought should be in blames.Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, May 29, 2016

keep remembering versus keep doing..

Remembering eventually we can do it without even think about it. So just keep doing cause we can be better off with just keep doing than keep remembering. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, May 28, 2016

feel somewhat free..but

but that eerie feeling is still there. At times I feel I am in a different world doing things I love to do. But there are other times when we have to stop flying and touch the ground. This ground where we are used to land is a different world indeed. I think that cause the eerie feeling. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Friday, May 27, 2016

persempadanan semula dari `living wish' kepada `dying wish'..

Life could take a different turn now. They are very much alive because of their living wish comes true. But they fail to see those who just want their dying wish comes true. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa keatas yang hidup dan yang sudah pergi. Allahuakbar.

Thursday, May 26, 2016

seemingly their way...

The gap, mental and physical is very wide. Why should you bow to the tyranny of their thoughts? Happiness is just in being ordinary. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

tercatat sejarah silam..

Mimpi yang sarat dengan Majlis di raja dan juga berlakunya pesan memesan dengan abah yang hendak hadir di satu Majlis kepartian di ibu negara. Berlatarkan masa sekarang tetapi pengisian penjelmaan  adalah dari mereka yang sudah pergi meninggalkan kehidupan ini. Al Fatihah untuk mereka. Allahuakbar.

Monday, May 23, 2016


Merasai keterbukaan yang melewati insaniah tetapi tidak terasa gegarnya arash hati dan pemikiran yang sentiasa padu dan bertindak balas dengan penuh rasa kasih sayang dalam kesedaran. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, May 22, 2016

simple question simple answer...

Actually I am just going for a simple question and hope for a simple answer. But all those simplicity are not within my grasp. I could ask any simple question. But would I be reassured of a simple answer. Actually the element of simple is either the answer is quick, faster or much later. That should be the area you should make the cut. One question looks simple but sounds arrogant to others if it is being asked today. Ask that same question 20 tears from now. And the answer is simple indeed. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, May 21, 2016


I have my off day. I have been cheated. What can I say. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi menguasai Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

Friday, May 20, 2016

Waktu dan ketika...

Terfikir sesorang dan terfikir sesuatu. Adakah ianya ada kaitan dengan peluang dan menepati waktu? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Thursday, May 19, 2016


Allahuakbar. Adakah selama ini saya membenarkan akarnya tertanam dalam. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

till it seems perfect...

Perfection is not an effort. It is a natural perfection. Trees grow perfectly. So are days and nights perfectly blend in the coming and in the ending. What about life and death? Does it complement one and another? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

malu-malu..masih lagi ada hati..

Merasa malu dan masih lagi ada hati merupakan dua ungkapan yang sering di ucapkan oleh semua orang yang normal kejadiannya. Ciptaaan Allah ditiupkan kedalam rohnya dua perasaan tersebut. Sedikit demi sedikit dirasakan tertariknya perasaan tersebut. Maka terjadilah cerita demi cerita. Baik ke? Buruk ke? Wallahualam. Sesungguhnya Maha Suci Allah dari disyirikkan. Allahuakbar.

Monday, May 16, 2016

diri ini...

Adakah yang benar benar bersedih ke atas diri ini? Adakah awak benar kasihan terhadap mereka dan di atas apa yang disumbangkan? Allahuakbar. Kaitan serapat-rapatnya adalah dengan Allah yang Melebihi Segala-Galanya. Adakah disedari? Allahuakbar.

Sunday, May 15, 2016

death promises no straight path?

It appears messy. Don't feel like going to sleep. Or I have had slept enough during the day? Anger is part of that line which is not straight. Expectation of great things to come but don't mind on what is coming. Supposedly life is moving forward. But there are things which brings back the past. Do I need it? What actually do I need? Thinking of my older brother who died on the 22nd February 2016 and what a mess life and death can be. All the senses of direction has been haywire. Soon everything is just like waking up from sleep. It is gone and another day has to face. But sense of uneasiness creeps when some event keeps pulling and pushing. I should not be there. It is all over. But they don't live in your dimensional world. They are just them. And so are yours. And where is the presumed straight line? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, May 14, 2016

no distance..

Allah creates no distance in what eyes have seen, in what ears have heard and in what other senses have experienced. Allah creates no distance in the mind what more in the spirit. If it is in you, it can also be in others whom you know. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.


When something has passed a standard distance, a conclusion on something  can be made. Physical and mental are two well served criteria for a distance to be standard. But another element that is clearly has been yours is spiritual. And because of that criteria you seem to be at no distance with anything, anybody. What? Who am I? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Megetahui. Allahuakbar.

Friday, May 13, 2016


Don't really care now. I am not really into a lot of things. Am I myself? I don't know. But what I know I am a person who writes everyday. And now I am talking about uprooting my own roots. Am I? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa. Allahuakbar.

Thursday, May 12, 2016

that far..?

Don't have to go that far to seek an answer to an old problem. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

the power that moves it...

The power behind that moves everything, everybody. And what kind of power do I have to see something and somebody moving? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, May 10, 2016

bow to insanity?

Insanity are everywhere. Wonder why I am fond of that word insanity. Just a word being expressed with care. But do we care? Sesungguhnya Maha Suci Allah dari Disyirikkan. Allahuakbar.

Monday, May 9, 2016

A friend..

I have been asking who are truly my friends. Life is a process and getting older is part of it. Wonder, along the way who has been truly a friend? Well, relatively speaking, it is very much depending on what they are looking for in you. What about you, what are you are looking for in them. So a friend is well defined in terms of needs and wants. Am I being fair? Or have they you being treated fairly? Wallahualam. Sentiasa mengharap jawapan yang menghubungkan diri ini dengan Allah. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, May 8, 2016

tidak seperti dulu...

Tidak lagi mengingati perkara perkara yang mana pada satu ketika sangat menghubungkan. Politik? Ada apa pada politik? Pemimpin datang dan pergi. Ada apa pada ahli keluarga. Ahli keluarga juga datang dan pergi. Lantas apa yang saya ada? Apa yang saya ada adalah perkara yang boleh bertindak cepat dan pantas. Tidak memerlukan emosi, perasaan, dan talian. Yang perlu adalah kekuatan dan ingatan yang termampu pada masa dan ketika ini. Yang selebihnya adalah Milik Allah dan Kesemuanya dalam Kekuasaan Allah. Allahuakbar.

Saturday, May 7, 2016

hide and seek..

Yes, they are playing and seek. And are you sick of it? I guess not anymore. They should be ashamed of themselves. And now you got them. Have I? Well just talk facts with them. And I am sure they know fully well what you are talking about. I have my intelligence. Do they belong to me? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa. Allahuakbar.

Friday, May 6, 2016

being indirect...

A strategy formulated. Success is indirect. So is the sun shinning on us. It could also be true with understanding. All seems to be slanted. What happened when everything has been directly related and directly linked? It could lead to disaster. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Thursday, May 5, 2016

Fragmentation , a cool one..

Never feel like this before. Seems to be traveling to where I have been before. All those days seem to make me a calm person, sense of strength that I have long time gone, and here I am in the midst of not knowing whether I should be here or I should be there. Should I be happy or sad? But anywhere, anytime, and with anybody is just fine. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

Wednesday, May 4, 2016

either on land or at sea...

Nobody is going to bother you anymore. Good of you to notice the land and the sea. What about those people who are on land and those who happened to be at sea? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

tidak menyedari impak dan kesan...

All this time I was not conscious of the gravity in the impact to what I have been `sacrificing'. Adakah ini berkaitan rapat dengan ungkapan `apa sangat yang saya telah buat'.  Ianya berlaku kerana ianya sudah tertulis dan berlakunya tertulus dalam apa yang telah berlaku. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Monday, May 2, 2016

hajat, harapan, impian...

Bila hajat tidak terlaksana, ianya menjadi harapan. Bila harapan tidak membawa berlakunya sesuatu, maka ianya menjadi impian. Mungkin dapat mungkin tidak. Hajat bapa kepada anak adakala hanya merupakan impian. Tetapi tidak ada sebab mengapa kita mesti putus asa. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas Segala-Galanya. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Sunday, May 1, 2016


Beware of each word says and written. It could lead to who you really are in terms of potentials. And the potentials that you possessed are different and unique. Different and unique? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Ke Atas SegalaGalanya. Allahuakbar.