the impact...

Impact? Why not as strong as before? Is it because of my age? Is it because of my expanding wisdom on life? Or is it because the greatness is being sensed differently. I used to stop at human and envy their position. But now I see more than their physical existence and to an extent their grasping of knowledge. All cam never be permanent. We are just like old cultures, they come and go. Sesungguhnya Hanya Allah Yang Kekal. Allahuakbar.

might fumble...

When you cared so much you might fumble and get frustrated. But when you just let go something that should be cared then the worst of bad scenarios might happen. So what should we do? Hanya kepada Allah kita memohon Taufik dan Hidayah semoga dalam konteks wassatiah atau kesederhanaan kita beroleh kejayaan. Allahuakbar.

why the concern on money?

It has been like that since time immemorial. But the difference is very much an undertaking that spells the word economy and recovery. The word economy has no self connotation. It makes us powerless and emotionless. It belongs to the whole global society. But what about the self? Wallahualam. Semoga kita diberi banyak petunjuk dan hidayah. Allahuakbar.

`Stigmatic'....

Singly, individually, I can be very `stigmatic'. All alone and all the echoes back to myself in a stigmatic way. And in the eventual situation, no other person would take responsibilities of what said and done. Logistically and logically, it all begins with myself.  Shall that be the answer to my woo? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

cerita belum berakhir..

Chapter terakhir masih belum ternampak. Mengapa cepat membuat konklusi terhadap apa yang terjadi. Jangan berpanjangan beremosi. The end chapter shall be very sweet indeed. Need not be a recluse just because some of the things that happened are not in line with what is anticipated. The plot can be thick. The plot can be thin. The plot can quick and fast. The plot can so delayed that makes the end chapter difficult to expect. Life is a drama. And my drama is worth the wait and thus the reading. Proven time and again that events would make you realised that Allah is Great. Bersyukur, bermohon, dan bedoa. Sesungguhnya tidak dijadikan sesuatu dengan tidak bersebab. Allahuakbar.

Adakah tidak luar biasa jawapannya...?

Kekuatan yang tidak luar biasa adanya pada diri. Kelemahan yang hanya pura pura alasanya. Adakah kita benar benar jujur kepada segala keputusan dan tindakan? Adakah cabaran sebenarnya menangani tindak tanduk yang tidak selari dan tidak sejajar dengan fitrah kejadian yang sudah tersedia terserap dalam diri.? Wallahualam. KepadaNYA di pohon Kekuatan dan Perlindungan Yang Sebenarnya. Maha Suci Allah dari di syirikkan. Allahuakbar.

Freedom and strength...

Monday and a turf of freedom and strength..
Could be a nightmare tour in tyranny of `physical and mental torture'. Being subdued to an unnecessary and hollowed submission? Jadikan kesedaran dalam kesederhanaan itu sebagai tititk tolak kepada kebebasan dan kekuatan yang sebenar-nya. Maha Suci Allah dari Di Sekutukan. Sesungguhnya Allah akan memberi segala kekuatan yang perlu bagi tujuan perlindungan yang hakiki. Berdoa dan memohon. Allahuakbar.

it is simple...and it is not a fallacy...

Dalam krangka pensyarikatan fikir, kata, dan perbuatan yang terhad, seorang ibu telah melahirkan dan terbesar seorang anak yang mana krangka pensyarikatn  segala gala tidak terbatas bagi menampung kehidupan yang fana ini. Allah telah memperlengkapkan yang kurang dan menjadikan anak itu seorang yang sempurna dalam melayari hidup dengan seorang isteri yang juga krangka kata, fikir, dan perbuatan yang terbatas dan terhad. Di sinilah tercampaknya persoalan riak dan sombong kerana Allah Yang Maha Pengasih, Allah Yang Maha Penyayang adalah Pencipta Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

don't really have a feel for it..?

A feel..how subjective can you be? Very, somewhat, or just don't know? Well, we must be somewhere. But the problem is where? I am still in the hunt. Where? Sesungguhnya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke Atas Segala Gala, termasuk masa dan tempat dan situasi kita berada. Allahuakbar.

ignorance of the day..

In whatever things we do, if it is in the category of ignorance, can we being excused? Ignorance has its limitation. In the final situation, a `tsunami' might strikes and can wipe out all the `heroes' into ground zeroes. As for the lesson, life is supposedly to be just a natural shift and a natural change for the betterment of self, communities, and world at large. But did it happened? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui, Maha Berkuasa Ke atas Segala-Galanya. Semoga kita sentiasa dapat Perlindungan dariNYA. Allahuakbar.

paksi kehidupan...

Just make a small move of something unfamiliar, physical and mental. Despite the initial fear but with Allah's blessing it can be a big push to something new that can enhance one's life. Sesungguhnya perubahan yang dituntut adalah penyeri kehidupan bagi kemanusiaan yang merentasi zaman. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Monday..am I a fool..?

When comes to the word fool, I can never be serious about it. Does that explains my character? I think yes. On many occasions I am a victim of being fooled by those who wants to make a fool of me. But I don't think so. This is because, despite all those `fooling' occasions, I always comes out clean. The joke is always on them. Sesungguhnya Hanya Allah Yang Berkuasa Memberi Perlindungan kepada siapa yang Dia Kehendaki. Allahuakbar.

Sunday's signal of truth..

Eyes could be perfect, so are hearing and the rest of the senses. But are we picking the right signals in truth? What interferes can be anybody's guess. It is an open book. it is an open knowledge. Sesungguhnya hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke atas Segalanya.. Allahuakbar.

Stood by myself?

For once I feel I stood by myself in experiencing change. It changes and the whole has never been the same when the parts are added. Life creates.  Life is part of a big and infinite cycle so to say. Then in terms of physical and non physical, I can never be in the same place and in the realm of same time and similar people. Allahuakbar.

getting better and better...

Better in what? Haha. Got you. Am I joking? Does it sound like one? Actually what I write is something that comes from my inner depth feeling. No one is invincible. Everybody is vulnerable. And so am I? But lately I feel invincible. Lately I feel strong. Lately I feel I am bigger than life. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi menguasai Ke atas Segala-GalaNYA. Allahuakbar.

anybody home..?

It sounds so frightening. It sounds so joyful. It sounds strange. It sounds mysterious. It sounds lonely. At any one time of your life and my life, often times we are being given a wake up call of who we really are. Today we are with our brothers and sisters. Today we are with our mother and father. Today we really feel the sensation of ever-lasting `home sweet home'. But things might be different as we sail into an old age.Anybody home? It sounds so different. But that is life. Allahuakbar.

short thrills...

Life is full of it. And many got caught and entangled with it. Do they find their way home? Yes they did `find' their way home only after draining and losing all his energy that save little for the remaining years. Wallahualam. Semoga hidup ini diberkati. Allahuakbar.

rahsia hati..

Tiada siapa yang tahu. Mungkin ada cerita yang sudah tercerita mengikut masa dan tempat. Tetapi tidak ada satu individu pun yang telah mendengar keseluruhan rasa hati saya. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahukbar.

kepelikan..

Unsur kepelikan pada manusia adalah perkara biasa. Saya boleh berkelakuan pelik jika saya mahu. Tetapi ada yang sememangnya pelik. Pelik lahirnya. Pelik hidupnya. Pelik matinya. Sesungguhnya Maha Suci Allah dari Disyirikkan.Semoga dipermudahkan dalam segala-galaNYA. Allahuakbar.

Lupa dan ingat...

 Melupai adalah satu penyakit. Mengingat adalah ibadah dan satu cabaran. Banyak benda yang tidak baik akan berlaku jika kita lupa dan melupai. Begitu juga dengan mengingat. Banyak kebaikan jika kita ingat dan mengingat. Allahuakbar.

a reality..?

Men, despite their old age, they are always young in seeing and feeling. Compared to women, despite their young age and beautiful, they see more of themselves than others and fear of old age and beauty more than anything else. Is it a reality? Or just words of fantasizing? I don't know. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

the ingredients...

What are the ingredients of a reality as compared to a fantasy? Not just what you see and feel. In fact it is better not to go behind the curtain. You won't like what you see. Watch out too for the right ingredients in its outer form not forgetting the `not so clear' inner form.  Life would then no longer be a trick. But remember, it could be very tricky. Everything then would be alright. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

what creates the vibration...

Often times I felt something vibrate in me. It is just nothing, I guess. But the farther away I am from the conscience of faith, the more it vibrates. It is a question of how far I am from being right. Is Is it? If it is more wrong, then it creates a greater vibration sending a message that I must be on the right track. But do I know where is the right track? Right track? Conscience of faith to Allah is the RIGHT TRACK to heaven. If I deviate, then it creates a vibration. Allahuakbar.

Good intentions overrides misinterpretation....

Despite the initial misinterpretation and misunderstanding, any act of anger would fail to materialize if the starting point is the spirit of harmony and good intention. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mendengar Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.