bermula dengan yang satu saat itu...

Kesemua kecelakaan bermula dengan yang satu saat itu. Ianya bermula dengan satu saat yang mana rekahan mula berlaku. Begitu juga dengan rekahan hati yang bermula dengan saat di mana seseorang itu telah membuka pekongnya sikit demi sikit dan hari ini ianya telah menjadi rekahan yang besar. Agak malang walaupun rekahan telah ternyata kelihatan besar tetapi tiada usaha mencegahnya. Sesungguhnya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Ke atas Segala-GalaNya. Ada saat kita hanya mampu berdoa. Ketentuan adalah dari Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

AirAsia pertama yang terhempas di Lautan Java

Banjir rumah bt kemuning

Banjir

we have to be serious..

This is because time is short for everything. Even the floods that strike many Malaysian states would soon become just a memory. But when it happens, we should not take it lightly. Because time not to be serious would be more than it is not. Soon it would be a memory. But what kind of memory would we be carrying? Sesungguhnya pahala dan dosa sangat bergantung kepada apa kebaikan yang telah kita lakukan pada masa dan ketika itu. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

see a difference...

I am not awed at those glamorous image of  persons and personalities from A to Z. It could be just a blink of the eye. And tomorrow they shall be gone. And for some, they are gone with hopes that will only lead to insanity. Not one, not two, but most of them. Not friend, not others, but could be close relatives. I don't spared anybody. I have no other way to say it. But That is the way I see it. In other words, I have many ways in seeing it, in writing it. But when come to seeing it, I have only two eyes. Could I see more? Kepada Allah saya memohon pertolongan juga memohon perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

Dosa dalam fitrah dan fikrah...

Sesungguhnya sesuatu itu telah berlaku. Adakah ianya satu dosa? Lihatlah dari sudut fikrah dan fitrah. Adakah dosa akan melekat kepada apa yang tidak fikrah dan fitrah? Tidak semua yang betul itu betul. Tidak semua yang salah itu salah.Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Lagi Menguasai Ke Atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

strategi atau dengki?

Dua tunggak utama yang sentiasa dalam sifat `elusive' dalam apa apa rancangan dan usaha adalah memberi dan menerima. Adakah memberi itu merupakan strategi? Memberi sememangnya satu risiko. Jika ianya dianggap sebagai strategi sudah tentu ianya berisiko? Fitrah memberi dan menerima tidak sunyi dari merisiko sesuatu situasi keadaan yang berkait rapat dengan kesejahteraan kehidupan. Tetapi jika memberi itu sudah dengan jelasnya dianjurkan oleh Islam, mengapa kita masih meraguinya?Wallhualam. Allahuakbar.

time - the elderly and truth...

Time shall speaks the truth. And so are elderly situations of events and occurrences.The element in waiting resides in the hierarchy of wrong doings more than right doings. Don't have to wait anymore. It seems clear in terms of hierarchy that wrong doings have been committed. Wallahualam. Mohon Keampunan dari Allah di atas Kesilapan Yang di sedari dan tidak disedari. Sesungguhnya hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke Atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

selepas itu..

Selepas mendapat kesempatan bersolat betul betul didepan Kaabah dan dirasakan jaraknya hanya senafas jauhnya, ternampak kehidupan saya selepas itu tidak lagi memanjangkan apa apa yang dirasakan tidak berfaedah dan mengelakkan diri dari perkara yang mungkin membawa kepada situasi illusi, dan persepsi dan memungkinkan mengsyirikkan Allah. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Now I know...

Now I know..there is no such thing as coincidence. Sesungguhnya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

don't really know how that happen...

Can I call it fate? Yes but not ill-fated. Despite how it is being perceived in the beginning, I still feel it still is. It seems I still can't go over it. But what is great is that I feel great. Because I am not hurting anybody. I am just what I am. I am brought to this to be what I am. Despite being alive, I am very much in a different world. And they don't know that. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

When you are hurt..

When you are hurt you have nobody to turn to except Allah. But for those who hurt you they are always in groups and have the members to turn to. Yes they might be strong but you are much stronger. This is because you have Allah to help you. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Kenapa ye...

Hati ini sentiasa berkata kata. Ian nya berkata tentang apa apa je. Sememangnya aku dijadikan dengan  hati yang tidak kenal erti diam. Itulah aku. Sesungguhnya Allah telah memberi aku satu kelebihan yang meningkatkat lagi ilmu terhadap segala galanya. Wallalhualam. Allahuakbar.

di saat yang kecil ini...

Saya mesti tabah dan menganggap di saat saat yang kecil beginilah merupakan ujian yang amat besar bagi mereka yang berhajat kepada yang besar. Hanya kepada Allah saya berserah dan menyerah. Allahuakbar.

lose out and it is a natural gain...

They are not what they have set out to be. Easily lose out to technology. Thus life can be uncontrollable in terms of exits and entrances. Sesungguhnya hanya Allah Sahaja yang Kekal. Allahuakbar.

Emosi..

Beremosi adalah satu lumrah bagi manusia. Yang takutnya mereka yang beremosi tapi apa yang di emosikan adalah diatas perkara yang sudah basi -melemaskan dan mengerikan..

Masjid Quba..madinah

A mental slur..

Mind and mental slur.. 

A mental slur could be a mental devastation in what can be a deviation in the form of mental trapping and can hook oneself away from mental truth of wrong doings and right doings. Humans are taught to abide to norms and values of rigid kinds lest one's life can be far from fairness in attachment and detachment. They listen and ask for things unbelievably a mental trappings. Thus life is filled with protests and detest and manifest by the adherence to  complexity instead of simplicity. In the final situation, they are caught in chasing a rainbows. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Mecca ..

Under construction..

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Masjidil Haram..

Masjidil Haram..

A journey...

I don't remember of being clear and specifics with what I am writing about. Not this time. This is because I am writing about a journey. Journey to where? Me, wife, and other 6 family members shall be travelling to Mecca performing Umrah. The flight is on Friday. And now I am still at home  giving the last look at what I should be bringing to Mecca. And this morning, I was busy at Celcom inquiring on the International Roaming Service. And hope by now, physically and mentally I am ready for the trip, an 8 hour flight from KLIA. Allah is Great. Allahuakbar.

what it is like..

They say it in terms of experience. They say, it is fun if you tried it. It is a one time opportunity in a life.What are they trying to tell? And what actually I am trying to tell? It is life with no more shadows. What? Have my life is no life of no true life because shadows have been in control? What? I have been controlled by shadows? And now I am really me, in flesh, blood, and soul. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Positions and tensions...

No two persons are in the same life positions. Success levels in everyone are not the same and meant different things to two individuals. When something creates tensions and leads to conflicts in thoughts, thinking, and actions, then we should give a second look at our life positions and positioning. Are path taken wrong or right? Wallahualam. Semoga kita sentiasa diberi Taufik dan Hidayah dan dijauhkan dari melakukan perkara yang merugikan. Allahuakbar.

SIA - `stigmatic in action'

For just a moment. For just few seconds. What puzzles me how it emits `stigmatic situation' seems like rushing and racing from an overflow of unknown variables that are in action that can smash a strong spirit. But luckily it is just for a moment. Could be just a picture, right? Why not see it be like a mirror, it bounces upside down. Even for the so-called conflict in thought and thinking, just toss it away because it is not worth dwelling on it for so long because it would soon turn `upside' and `outside and in opposing positions'.Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.