that few more...

How much few, how much more. What shall be more? What shall be few? Till what? Till when? Is there such a thing as a miracle? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

blood ties..

What could be the explanation other than blood ties that could posed a challenge to a relationship. Wallahualam. Cabaran yang lebih besar adalah mencari hubungan dan kredaaan Allah yang Maha Berkuasa. Allahuakbar.

CCC..

It has been a successful operation. Has the doctor got it wrong?

greeting and smiling...

That is what stress is all about. One thing that is notoriously lacking in a hospital is to greet and to smile.Visiting is one thing, but to greet and smile is the hardest to come by in a person's behavior. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

angry...

When nobody gives but just takes, and when a measurement is taken,  it adds up to all insulting, no consulting no compromising, life can turn into a red land of war zone. Hanya kepada Allah dipohon Perlindungan, hanya kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan. Wallahualam. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Keberkatan. Allahuakbar.

today, tomorrow, yesterday...

Wish for a better today, a better tomorrow,  then what shall yesterday be..? Yesterday  shall remain as yesterday forever..Allahuakbar.

Big people..

As big as him in groups and in being alone but nobody seems to notice. He plays dumb. That is is usual self. But when he rises up to the occasion, everything shall be strewn in bits and pieces. But then how could a small person with a small mind understand what is going on in a big man's brain? Wallahualam. Sesungguhnya Maha Suci Allah dari di syirikkan. Allahuakbar.

Should be equal...

Neither equal nor the same. I am not being treated as such. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Perlindungan dari setan yang di rejam. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Perlindungan, Pertolongan. Allahuakbar.

how could we know what the reasons are....

The spins and the turns in everything could make the world darker and darker. It could lead to a lonely life but very satisfying in terms of psyche and psychology. At best sensing Allah is Great has been part of the spins\and turnings. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

day and night,,,

It has always a different day and different night. What about tonight? Would it be going to be a long night? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui.

bertaut...

Selagi pemikiran berfungsi baik, rahsia diri dalam kehidupan akan terus diburu bagi mendapat kepastian. Apakah sebenarnya yang hendak di cari? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Di pinggirkan..?

Terjemahan saya terhadap apa yang berlaku begitulah. Banyak episod cerita yang terjadi akhir akhir ini membuat saya rasa di pinggirkan. Mungkin tidak, tetapi hakikatnya saya hanya dipergunakan sahaja. Dirasakan dalam banyak keadaan saya telah dicampakkan ke luar sempadan. Wallahualam. Di sisi Allah setiap apa yang berlaku itu ada jalan cerita dan hikmahnya yang tersendiri. Di sinilah kita hendak berfikiran jauh, banyak kesabaran  bagi terjemahan kehidupan yang tepat, betul, benar. Allahuakbar.

Berfikiran jauh..

Berfikiran hanya dari jauh. Setelah menjangkau setengah abad, dia mula berfikir. Bila berada beribu batu, fikirannya mula bermain. Bila berdekat hanya perasaan riak dan sombong menjadi mainan. Mengapa tidak ada ketulusan dan keikhlasan? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

when the truth is in the feel..

What more do I have to say. The feel might say something about the truth of what has happened. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Keampunan darri ibu..

love and hate...

In dreams it is always a story of hatred. In dreams I am hearing a voice in crying tone. Wonder why it all should be in dreams? In reality life is full of love, expecting an anticipating. But life is somewhat cruel. Love is light. Hate is darkness. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

choice has never been easy...

This is because it has to do with winning especially for those who always win. But winning has many dimensions. It could be in this world. Or it could be in the world here after. Or it could be both. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

choice..

Choice has never been neutral. Do you have choices other than the choices you have to face? Tomorrow you shall be doing the routine that choices have been destined. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

distances..

Distances in everything play a psychological role to me. You might feel safe with something put within distance. But when wrongly distanced, it would take away some of  the power supposedly belongs to you. Just distance yourself from something you are unsure of safe or unsafe before you discover the right distance. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

ingatan dan perasaan..

Rapat dan jauhnya seseorang dengan seserang yang lain adalah disebabkan oleh kekuatan ingatan yang dianugerahhkn kepada diri sseorang. Ingatan pula berkait rapat dengan perasaan yang menyelubungi ingatan tersebut. Persoalannya, adakah perasaan menyelubungi ingatan atau ingatan dselubungi oleh perasaan? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mngetahui. Allahuakbar.

most secretive part is..

A feeling is strictly one's own and is likened to a fingerprint and is hard to change. I once have a high regard with someone...but his life not that great despite being born to a family who appears to be all round okay. If one interacts, the main element that could lead to disagreement is the feeling one possessed and owned. No two person is alike when comes to the color combination to their feeling. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Megetahui. Allahuakbar.

satisfied with what you have achieved yesterday?

If there is still today, then why not you make an improvement on areas where you are still not at par with the  standard set. Sesungguhnya hanya Allah yang Maha Berkuasa Ke atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

ikhlas..

Kita selalu memperkatakan keikhlasan  Banyak dikaitkan dengan perasaan dan jiwa seseorang. Perasaan sangat lambat berubah. Jiwa berubah tanpa disedari. Keikhlasan sangat relatif sifatnya. Bergantung apa yang difokuskan ketika itu. Pembeli sangat ikhlas dengan apa yang dibelinya. Hanya pada situasi membeli. Jika dia berada di keadaan lain, keikhlasannya akan menjadi samar dan kabur. Mungkin akan menidakkan seseorang itu wujud. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas Segala-galanya. Allahuakbar.

bravery and guts...

Do you have it? Don't worry just say it. One day, or today for that matter you might in need of it. Wallahualam. Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Allah yang Maha Berkuasa. Mohon Kekuatan dariNYA. Allahuakbar.

is it that difficult?

Just think of a word and then using your experience elaborate on it. Take the word difficult, does it sounds difficult? Depends on what I am talking about. If I were to say I know what is going to happen tomorrow, then I might be a person with a difficult memory. Difficult memory? Does it sounds difficult to you with me describing memory as difficult? If it does it is time to see things differently. Allahuakbar.

rahsia seseorang yang memisahkan...

Adalah di luar kuasa kita untuk mengetahui rahsia yang tersimpan pada diri seseorang. Tembok besar yang sukar diruntuhkan adalah rahsia diri seseorang bersabit dengan segala-galanya. Lantas jangan cepat melatah dan menghukum tanpa mengetahui terowong hidup dia yang penuh dengan rahsia. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

terpanggil, dipanggil, memanggil...

Steps seem to be taken naturally. Are you tired? Then could be physically inspired. Searching for a solution? Could then be mentally inspired. You have to do what you have to do? Then comes the question of inspiration derived from culture. Do I have any control? You might think you can. But some actions might not interpret easily. Not a fine line between what inspired you and what can be just ordinarily described. Wallahualam. Sesungguhnya tidak berlakunya sesuatu jika tidak dengan kehendakNYA. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa terhadap CiptaanNYA. Allahuakbar.

a denominator that can see all...

I have tried. But it appears one's life is not static. A 360 degrees turn would make a thought invalid. A change in place would reset what has been set. So are one's age. It changes what seem to be so fundamental whereas it is not. Allah is Great. Allah Knows-All. Allah the Al-Mighty. Hanya kepada Allah kita berdoa agar tidak terpegang pegangan yang salah dan menyesatkan. Allahuakbar.

that dimension of nearness..

That sense in nearness in you of you, from you to all of you's and nothing to do with others. What about other members of  my families and relatives? Do they or is it all you in you? Walllahualam. Allahuakbar.

When he says he is going to die soon..

It is going to be either way, yes and no. Yes, when he seems to be so frail and hearing a song from Tom Jones would shed his tears. It is going to be no when thinking of his presence would boost the morale of his young children. Then where can be your stand? Wallahualam. Mati itu perkara yang pasti. Bila? Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

2016...

What would the year 2016 be like?  Would it still filled with what is expected and anticipated? Just hope what comes along would be what is truly meant for me. Hope I know what it is. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.