the wrong association...

A word expressed. The intention is good. But the interpretation may go haywire. Why? All this time the word has a wrong friend. He defines the word negatively. After some time it has grown to a height where we no longer can see the truth. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

glide through time...

Life is time based. We are just gliding through. And surprisingly we can glide back to where we were before. But not for long. It is just touch and go, quick and fast. Swipe through once and cannot swipe back till a new episode is about to begin. Swipe through at a price. But it could be a sweet journey and a happy destination for now till we have to glide through another event in another time. Allahuakbar.

seronoknya...

Bila diri di panjat usia tua, banyak halangan terdahulu tidak lagi merupakan halangan. Hubungan dengan insan lain, sekitaran menjadi lebih direct dan telus. Tidak perlu berpura pura bila hendak menyatakan sesuatu. Kalau pun ada ia hanya menjaga hati yang rapuh. Bila dah tua, mata lebih tajam. Kerana apa? Ianya berupaya  memerhati sesuatu yang berlaku di sebalik sesuatu. Dirasakan gerak hati lebih pantas dan selaju kelajuan bunyi. Tersentuh sebelum disentuh. Betul ke? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

ganjil..

Luar dari kebiasaan diistilah sebagai ganjil. Di jenguk hidup aku, ianya penuh dengan keganjilan. Sehingga kini masih merasai keganjilan keganjilan tersebut. Semoga tidak sangat terbawa kepada perkara yang mengsyirikkan Allah. Di Sisi Allah tidak ada satu benda pun yang ganjil. Walaupun A dan Z sangat jauh antara satu dengan yang lain, apabila hendak dijadikan makna, A dan Z boleh berkawan rapat seperti isi dan kuku. Lantas apa yang sebenarnya ganjil? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Menguasai segalanya. Allahuakbar.

antics...

I have undergone such an experience. It is the same kind of antics I used to hear before. Those with bad intention uses antics that are somewhat similar. Perlukah aku mempercayainya lagi? Kepada Allah dipohon Perlindungan, Pertolongan. Allahuakbar.

thoughts that lean..

Watch out for the leaning thoughts. Much of it would spell disaster. Watch out for for the fallen thoughts. Worth looking at it again. It might be of help when you might be in despair and desperate for some thing of true use. Whatever, Allahuakbar.

misrepresentation...

It is a clear case of misrepresentation. Is it unconsciously calculated? And I was made the innocent victim. Kepada Allah di pohon Perlindungan, Pertolongan. Allahuakbar.

with due respect..

With the big chance and opportunity given, many fail to respect the opportunities and chances being bestowed and created for them from time to time.Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas segalanya. Allahuakbar.

of different height, width, and depth..

Yes everybody is just different. Of height, width, and depth of everything and in everything they are just different. And so am I. Am I not of my own doing then? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke atas Segalanya. Allahuakbar.

endless worldly thought...

It seems right, but could you be in the wrong place for the right reason? It seems wrong, but could you be in the right place for a wrong reason? It seems neither right nor wrong, but despite a wrong or right place, everybody is there for the right reason reason. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

kemas kini...

Bila diri dipanjat usia, seluruh anggota badan, fizikal dan mental, nampak dan tidak, cuba memberi isyarat tentang tahap kesihatan, kebolehan, keupayaan yang masih lagi bergantung harap. Adakah kita mengetahuinya dengan jelas? Wallahualam. Allhuakbar.

tidak menyimpan..

Malah dirasakan aku menduduki di atas muka bumi yang tidak mendatar tetapi menglereng kebawah. Lantas segala yang berlaku tidak tersimpan tetapi tergelungsor ke satu tempat dibawah yang mana ianya terpisah dengan aku buat sementara sehingga perkara itu di bangkitkan semula. Ada yang terus ke infiniti..Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Ke atas Segalanya. Allahuakbar.

terletaknya kekuatan...

Kekuatan bertambah dengan adanya pertanyaan yang memungkinkan peningkatan kepada ilmu dan teknologi. Tetapi mengapa masih ramai yang menanya perkara yang remeh? Atau tidak bertanya langsung? Justeru itu peningkatan kepada ilmu dan teknologi hanya mendatar. Benarkah? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

forgive me..

The melting away of some vigor, excitement, and thrill has given me a new stand in relation to what is going on. Is it part and parcel of a process of progressive age? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

understood...loud and clear..

I played down the actual message sent. That is because I am not that kind of person who could easily be run over. How could I play to the tune played? It has never be my tune. Frankly speaking, I for one are not so easily taken by what I think the principles displayed are an obvious display of one domination against others. And I don't like it. Hanya kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

the dark mind...

It stands alone. And he sees the dark in others too. He sees no good association but only the evil in a person. Even the sound of rains emits an evil message of a devil kind. No sympathy in all association of his or her mind. Just himself. Just the dark mind. It could be the darkest. Wallahualam. Hanya kepadaNYA di pohon Taufik, Hidayah. Allahuakbar.

lebih terbilang..

Kita dengan cara yang berbilang akan terus maju denga kehidupan yang tidak sunyi dari dibilang. Apa jua yang dlakukan mestilah dalam parameter yang terbilang, dibilang, dan membilang. Cari segala avenue untuk merealisasikannya. Tidak ada soal tak dapat. Wallahualam. Hanya kepadaNYA di pohon Segala Kekuatan dalam menghadapinya. Allahuakbar.

Bersendirian..

 Siang tidak dapat menguasai malam. Begitu juga sebaliknya. Ujian kepada manusia sangat getir dan hebat. Mereka selalunya terjebak dengan hal penguasaan yang tidak sepatutnya. Dalam hal bersendirian, sudah banyak peristiwa yang menunjukkan bersendiri itu adalah dijadikan bagi setiap manusia. Tetapi mereka mengingkarinya dengan mengubah erti silaturrahim. Mereka menyukai bersama dalam konteks yang keterlaluan. Belebihan tidak berkurangan. Tidak seketika mereka boleh bertolak ansur. Allah yang Menguasai ke atas Segalanya. Allahuakbar.

first thing first?

Many are confused with what should be done first and what should be the priority. Priority or first thing first? With that note I have to do an overhaul on certain things in my life. Should I? Wallahualam. Hanya kepada Allah dipohon Taufik, Hidayah. Allahuakbar.

have problems with inequality...

Yes, I have problems with that thought before. I have problem with placing someone with the positions they are holding. I have problem with inequalities so to speak. All shall left behind. Segala-gala telah dan akan ditelan masa.All shall be for the writing and talking. But none for the takng. Adakah ianya akan diluah semula?  Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

we just executes..

The rest would be given back to Allah. That is why never a moment we feel what is ours is ours. We just come to this world to execute what should be executed. And that is the thrill we get from it. So little, so fast, and soon it would be just a memory. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

the unjust words, the unjust deeds..

Seeing and no more sensing the unjust words, the unjust deeds. Thus are we all faking? That is what is life. Could it be an unjust life? Not trees not animals. But what about human? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas Segalanya. Allahuakbar.