deadly serious...

Are they too deadly serious on what they have been doing? Pity on me for being so naive in what others do and hurting me. Why not me playing a new role in being serious with what I wish of them? Try it and it tastes good. Hanya kepada Allah saya berserah.

Malam dan siang..

Allah memberi kita siang selepas malam. Walaupun siang dengan cahaya mata hari menerangi bumi, tetapi jauh sekali menerangi hati dan budi. Malam dengan kegelapan yang menyelubungi bumi, ianya dipenuhi dengan cahaya hati yang hanya menerangi diri. Di mana kah terletak cahaya kehidupan yang sebenarnya? Tidak kira malam, langkah seterusnya adalah di sebabkan cahaya yang mnerangi hati dan jiwa. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa. Rahsia kepada perjalanan hidup terongkai satu persatu. Hanya memohon doa dan mendapat restu. Allahuakbar.

Too many steps away..

All tends to lose its strength in connection with what I am concerned with. One by one, don't feel the waved of energy that used to have it blown into my face. I am just an ordinary person with no personal grudge on anything, anybody, not even the trees and the mountains. And the jungles that tend to make the world beautiful seems to be hanging in the sky...a view that makes me breathing fresh air. I am alive.

Kemakmuran sepatutnya bersama.

Lets us let life what it is. Banyak bersyukur. Kita adalah sebahagian dari yg di cipta untuk berperanan bagi kemakmuran bersama. Allahuakbar.

bila hati dan fikiran berpisah tiada...

Lantas terjadilah segala galanya. Yang baik, yang buruk, yang jahat. Alangkah baiknya jika pemisahan berlaku di antara hati dan fikir. Tetapi jika di fikir fikir, kedua dua boleh dijadikan asas pengetahuan atau bermulanya kepada kesedaran baru. Tapi ia memungkinkan soal tepat dan tidak tepat nya sesuatu. Contoh, dah tahu memang kalahnya, tapi hati mungkin bernafsu besar dan mengatakan dia tetap akan menangnya. Lainlah pergeseran yng nipis dan halus memisahkan perasaan hati dan fikiran yang tepat. Tetapi persoalan besar yang melanda kita, ada kah ramai yang seiring hati dan pemikiran yang tepat?

Washington Post: Putrajaya need tread cautiously in pursuit of Najib Malay Mail Justin Ong,Malay Mail 30 minutes ago Reactions Reblog on Tumblr Share Tweet Email The US newspaper also reminded Malaysia that the criminal action against Najib was but the first step of many on the country’s road to recovery after years of allegedly kleptocratic rule. — Reuters pic KUALA LUMPUR, July 5 — The federal government must ensure that all enforcement and legal actions against former prime minister Datuk Seri Najib Razak are beyond reproach, said the Washington Post in an editorial piece today. The US newspaper said that while Najib’s arrest and prosecution has allowed the country to take its first significant step down the path for justice, authorities must take care not to let technicalities derail their case. Among others, it noted the rumblings over the legality of the so-called 1MDB Task Force purportedly directing Attorney-General Tommy Thomas over the prosecution of Najib in relation to the state investment firm and its subsidiaries, past and present. “Najib still has supporters across the country, so any sign that his prosecution is being mishandled could cause unrest and undermine the investigative efforts of other countries,” the newspaper’s editors said. While the arrest was eventually claimed by the Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission (MACC), the Washington Post said Putrajaya must still endeavour to observe due process at every juncture of Najib’s cases. The lawyer acting for Najib, Tan Sri Shafee Abdullah, seized on this very matter during a press conference yesterday, saying that the constitutionality of the action against his client may be in question if the 1MDB Task Force did indeed direct Thomas. Shafee stressed that the AG’s discretion on prosecutions was absolute and incontrovertible, with the Federal Constitution stating that this could not be influenced or challenged by any other entity in the country including the judiciary. The US newspaper also reminded Malaysia that the criminal action against Najib was but the first step of many on the country’s road to recovery after years of allegedly kleptocratic rule. Corruption remained endemic while the country’s institutions such as the judiciary and legislature are yet to fully recover from previous efforts to emasculate these, it added. “The 1MDB case may be the flashiest instance of corruption in Malaysia, but it is by no means the only one.” The former PM was charged yesterday with three counts of criminal breach of trust and one count of abusing his position for personal gain, claiming trial to all four charges stemming from RM42 million allegedly misappropriated from a former 1MDB unit. Each of the four charges is punishable by up to 20 years’ imprisonment and a fine upon conviction, making Najib liable to be imprisoned for a maximum of 80 consecutive years.

Washington Post: Putrajaya need tread cautiously in pursuit of Najib

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KUALA LUMPUR, July 5 — The federal government must ensure that all enforcement and legal actions against former prime minister Datuk Seri Najib Razak are beyond reproach, said the Washington Post in an editorial piece today.
The US newspaper said that while Najib’s arrest and prosecution has allowed the country to take its first significant step down the path for justice, authorities must take care not to let technicalities derail their case.
Among others, it noted the rumblings over the legality of the so-called 1MDB Task Force purportedly directing Attorney-General Tommy Thomas over the prosecution of Najib in relation to the state investment firm and its subsidiaries, past and present.
“Najib still has supporters across the country, so any sign that his prosecution is being mishandled could cause unrest and undermine the investigative efforts of other countries,” the newspaper’s editors said.
While the arrest was eventually claimed by the Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission (MACC), the Washington Post said Putrajaya must still endeavour to observe due process at every juncture of Najib’s cases.
The lawyer acting for Najib, Tan Sri Shafee Abdullah, seized on this very matter during a press conference yesterday, saying that the constitutionality of the action against his client may be in question if the 1MDB Task Force did indeed direct Thomas.
Shafee stressed that the AG’s discretion on prosecutions was absolute and incontrovertible, with the Federal Constitution stating that this could not be influenced or challenged by any other entity in the country including the judiciary.
The US newspaper also reminded Malaysia that the criminal action against Najib was but the first step of many on the country’s road to recovery after years of allegedly kleptocratic rule.
Corruption remained endemic while the country’s institutions such as the judiciary and legislature are yet to fully recover from previous efforts to emasculate these, it added.

“The 1MDB case may be the flashiest instance of corruption in Malaysia, but it is by no means the only one.”

The former PM was charged yesterday with three counts of criminal breach of trust and one count of abusing his position for personal gain, claiming trial to all four charges stemming from RM42 million allegedly misappropriated from a former 1MDB unit.
Each of the four charges is punishable by up to 20 years’ imprisonment and a fine upon conviction, making Najib liable to be imprisoned for a maximum of 80 consecutive years.

climax...

Three categories of people: 

1. only climaxed at the starting point
2. after some time 
3. his or her climax in doing something still not in sight despite years in doing it..

bertentangan arah...

Ilmu datang bila sesuatu itu bertentangan arah...bila ianya membawa kegeseran..ia akan mencetuskan satu bunyi dan suara cahaya yang dinamakan ilmu...

Mintak izin...

Siapa sebenarnya aku yang sentiasa peka dengan `keizinan' yang sangat bertentangan dengan arah, masa, waktu, dan fitrah. Adakah hidup ku dalam kesedaran yang sepatut dan sebenarnya? Ada yang jelas mengharapkan. Tidak semua. Ramai yang tidak tahu apa yang telah mereka lakukan. Hanya ikut ikutan dan mendewakan sesuatu yang menampakkan rasukan iblis dan syaitan. Ya Allah, berilah hamba mu ini Perlindungan dari azab api neraka. Allahuakbar.

Mistakes made...

Yes. You did realize the mistakes you have made. But can you turn back the clock?  Just ponder over at all the events you have undergone. You wish you shall be running fast, stands strong, and above all think clearly. Can you?  Only if...that shall the thoughts that have been played on almost everybody, regardless who they are, where they are. Life has a purpose. That includes mistakes made. So move forward within the capacity Allah has bestowed upon you. Think beyond yes, but make sure it is not that far. Not far from your strength mentally and physically. Allahuakbar.

stay back, stay put..

Can't do much anymore. Despite trying  I shall be back to the things that spell who I am. Don't try to go beyond where you might be smashed, physically and mentally, so to speak. And what happens yesterday proves that you are just that. Well, take it innocently, there are instances where going beyond would have something smashed. So just stay back, stay put. Take a hard look and go by today's only acceptable list that spell who you are now and no more who you were.

End tips...once there was a kingdom..

 Tipping potentials where there are no more borders..

Down deep me thinking. Despite all, I am a person who can't stop from what they called as thinking. But what is thinking actually?  Just at the end tip of somewhere in the brain. Nothing interferes with that position until I am about to go somewhere. About to go somewhere? Where?  From one tip to another tip. Does that answer the question? Well, that explained the position I am talking about. Just about to go. Just being somewhere that can be described as a kingdom of only you. No matter how hard  you try to have connections, it spells only the only you, the humble you. Where are others ?  Do they exist? Not within the realm of where I am in my position. Where? Just at the end tip before moving to another tip. Allahuakbar.

the night...

I am overwhelmed by these bits of everything tonight. Feel calm and peaceful. Been asking what has gone into me and everything? Just feeling good. It can't be for others. It is for me. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Bila umur menjankau 70+...maka tercetuslah kata kata begini....

All this time I have been thinking and doing things that far and that distance in all sorts of life corridors and all sorts of life circumstances. My concern for children, my family, my relatives are all part and reasons for all the journey taken far, very far and near. And still before I know it I am already in KL struggling in the midst of traffic jams, in Putrajaya, in Bangi, in Shah Alam, in Kuantan, and literally speaking almost everywhere, morning, afternoon, evening and most of the time reaching home only past midnight. Now at 71, it is time of me to lay back enjoying my old age. Syukur and Alhamdullilah for the good health. No need to be everywhere now. By just being here in Temerloh, where my roots are, I can also share and feel the and that feel of happiness with members of my family, relatives, friends, and acquaintances. And by running a business here, I could also share that feel of joy with customers. So no more unnecessary journey for now, so to speak. Kepada Allah saya memohon Kekuatan dalam melalui kehidupan seterusnya.  Allahuakbar.

Dari kaca mata yang berbeza..

Yes, it was just simple act of giving. That was years ago. But now that simple act has been seen so complicated. A simple view point but being seen in 1001 ways. What is simple should remain simple. But it seems not anymore. Allahuakbar.

A second look...

Want to give myself a second look. Tend to be too relaxed with lots of things. Deserving thoughts are always  there when dealing with others. Sometimes it can be seen as a clear case of paying an undue attention to what you don't belong. And even they feel they are the ones who deserved more than you do. I have to find my way back and give myself a real look at what has happened. Could I? Well it is just a beginning. Allahuakbar.

Syukur Alhamdullilah..

 Saya, dua dari kanan. Gambar memperingati  kawan lama dan kenalan baru berjumpa semasa meraikan majlis perkahwinan anak saudara saya bertempat di Dewan Alumni ABS Temerloh. Di kanan sekali Pengerusi Alumni ABS, Dato Masut. Nisbar Nasib (dua dari kiri) masih diingati yang mana beliau merupakan seorang dari team pengurusan penubuhan Proton pada tahun 1985. Tiga dari kiri, Encik Rafiz Azuan Abdullah, CEO PIDM (perbadanan Insurans Deposit Malaysia) ayah saudara kepada pengantin perempuan. Tiga dari kanan dan masih diingati Encik Affifuddin Jaafar, pemain forward bolah sepak Pahang pada satu ketika dulu, dan berbanyak maaf kerana masih tidak mengenali yang di kiri sekali dan merupakan kenalan baru.

Usia ku usia mu

Usia ku usia mu - ada yang muda ada yg tua. Sehelai daun pada sebatang pokok juga tidak sama usianya. Gugurnya tidak tahu bila dan disebabkan oleh apa. Lumrah apabila sudah tua, saluran oxygen dan makanan sudah tertutup, maka gugurlah ia. Adakala tercabut semua hingga ke akar umbi tidak kira tua muda kerana angin yang kencang datang melanda. Tak selalu tapi ada agar kita beringat. Allahuakbar.

Langkah pengembaraan sekecil nafas yang ditarik dan dilepaskan..

Setiap nafas yang ditarik dan dilepaskan merupakan langkah pengembaraan setiap insan di muka bumi ini. Lantas kita perlu bersyukur di atas nyawa yang masih ada dan tidak tahu bila ianya akan diambil dari kita buat selamanya. Allahuakabr.

digital era...

You can become everybody and anybody if we can manage everything digitally. No countries are that powerful but with the power in digits, a devil can turn into an angel and vice versa. And now no more being counted physically and manually but a wrong move life can be just without numbers as we wished it to be. We could be just a number for an advertising exposure. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan dalam menghadapi segala ujian, dugaan. Allahuakbar.

When it gets blur, then comes a reason and reasoning..

You have your reasons...
How could life be made simpler? Some say just be simple and go simple. Well life is made of reasons. Lots of it. A person's reason might not be the same as others. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Mimpi yang negeri adalah jawapannya..haha

Mata tidak ada kaitan dengan tidur. Betul ke? Yang sebenarnya paduan hati dan paduan perasaan yang dapat menidurkan seseorang. Apa pula yang boleh membangunkan seseorang dari tidur?

Why it can be so difficult...

pick a word, set a tone..
A soft tone and words full of humility would eliminate evils reside in a heart of vengeance. Wonder why a whisper can solve a problem better then when saying it aloud. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa.Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

mind-set..

Mind-set akan memacu seseorang ke tempat yang hendak di tuju. Tapi ada mind-set yang tidak berubah kian lama menyebabkan terkuburnya segala kemanfaatan hidup ini. Lantas betulkan mind-set dan terpacu dengan sendiri ke arah segala kesejahteraan. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

tidak mudah menjangka apa yang dijangka...

Begitu lah kehidupan. Jangkaan hanya samar samar membawa kepada rasa tidak yakin tapi kena yakin. Lantas ia nya berlaku apabila tiba pada masa dan waktunya. Manusia hidup dan berbekalkan banyak benda yang boleh memanfaatkan diri, orang lain, dan kehidupan lain. Tapi kesemua itu ternyata apabila sudah ternyata. Kekuasaan Allah ke Atas Segalanya. Allahuakbar.

remembering what I wrote in facebook..