climax...

Three categories of people: 

1. only climaxed at the starting point
2. after some time 
3. his or her climax in doing something still not in sight despite years in doing it..

bertentangan arah...

Ilmu datang bila sesuatu itu bertentangan arah...bila ianya membawa kegeseran..ia akan mencetuskan satu bunyi dan suara cahaya yang dinamakan ilmu...

Mintak izin...

Siapa sebenarnya aku yang sentiasa peka dengan `keizinan' yang sangat bertentangan dengan arah, masa, waktu, dan fitrah. Adakah hidup ku dalam kesedaran yang sepatut dan sebenarnya? Ada yang jelas mengharapkan. Tidak semua. Ramai yang tidak tahu apa yang telah mereka lakukan. Hanya ikut ikutan dan mendewakan sesuatu yang menampakkan rasukan iblis dan syaitan. Ya Allah, berilah hamba mu ini Perlindungan dari azab api neraka. Allahuakbar.

Mistakes made...

Yes. You did realize the mistakes you have made. But can you turn back the clock?  Just ponder over at all the events you have undergone. You wish you shall be running fast, stands strong, and above all think clearly. Can you?  Only if...that shall the thoughts that have been played on almost everybody, regardless who they are, where they are. Life has a purpose. That includes mistakes made. So move forward within the capacity Allah has bestowed upon you. Think beyond yes, but make sure it is not that far. Not far from your strength mentally and physically. Allahuakbar.

stay back, stay put..

Can't do much anymore. Despite trying  I shall be back to the things that spell who I am. Don't try to go beyond where you might be smashed, physically and mentally, so to speak. And what happens yesterday proves that you are just that. Well, take it innocently, there are instances where going beyond would have something smashed. So just stay back, stay put. Take a hard look and go by today's only acceptable list that spell who you are now and no more who you were.

End tips...once there was a kingdom..

 Tipping potentials where there are no more borders..

Down deep me thinking. Despite all, I am a person who can't stop from what they called as thinking. But what is thinking actually?  Just at the end tip of somewhere in the brain. Nothing interferes with that position until I am about to go somewhere. About to go somewhere? Where?  From one tip to another tip. Does that answer the question? Well, that explained the position I am talking about. Just about to go. Just being somewhere that can be described as a kingdom of only you. No matter how hard  you try to have connections, it spells only the only you, the humble you. Where are others ?  Do they exist? Not within the realm of where I am in my position. Where? Just at the end tip before moving to another tip. Allahuakbar.