being free...

How could I feel free if I still have that sense of being bothered. Wonder why that feel is still strong in me, whereas I am no part in the creation. Have I? Separation has to be done in order to lessen the feel of anger especially some thing of the past unintentionally being retrieved that spills my act of foolishness where it is not supposed to be. Am I? Wallahualam. Hanya kepada Allah dipohon keampunan. Allahuakbar.