a simple world...

So is life, a simple life. But we make it difficult. Have we? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

write as one?

A writer too many. That was before. And now i am all alone in my struggle. But i have my basis in doing things. ALLAH is the creator to all. and I have learned my lessons. ALLAH is GREAT. ALLAHUAKBAR.

the winner...

You might be distraught  with what has happened. But there is always a winner in the name of dreams. Dreams last till you die.  Sesungguhnya hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

they are not strangers...

They are just another person who have a different set of belief. And their set of belief is just unbelievably belongs to those whose today is just today and yesterday and no tomorrow. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah sahaja yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

a different world...

What more can I say. It is a different world altogether. Wonder how I have come this far and it seems a dislocation and a displacement.  Would I still heading for a location in another place? Or just only another viewpoint? Hanya kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

unwinds itself...

No more going up the windy road but it appears that the road unwinds itself. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Dikebumikan juga malam tadi..

dikebumikan juga malam tadi...Al-Fatihah..

for what, what for..

When something happened, these questions pop up - what for? For what? Sounds simple and easy but the answers could be years from now. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Sahaja Yang Maha Mengetahui akan setiap perjalanan hidup seseorang. Allahuakbar.

Allahyarham Abdul Aziz Haji Hassan - the eldest in the family passed away on the 22 FEB 2016, 13 Jamadilawal 1437

energy...

We are surrounded by energy. And one characteristic associate with the energy is that it would be erratic if high words, high tones, high voice, high contents are part of one's character. That leads to the uncontrollably unleashed of more energy and it starts the lashings and the crushing. Thus the destruction of the body and the terrain where the body resides. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Ke atas Segala-galaNya. Allahuakbar.

conveniences, opportunities, threats...

Neither the laughs nor the smiles, neither the tears nor the cries can they put me into that position again. It has to be be detached. My standards, norms, and values often times are being made and perceived as vulnerable. I am going to rise again. And this time my own thoughts, ideas, creativity would make everything grows big. Hanya kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan, Kekayaan. Allahuakbar.

Eyes and limited edition...

They physical vision of eyes cannot match the super vision of the heart. The eyes only see something in front. But the heart can see almost anything that resides in the near and far distance of life. Can the heart sees what is in the life after? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa. Allahuakbar.

Would I say that?

It seems funny but that is what life is. Despite living through on almost everything, seeing is just seeing. It seems I have never been part of it. In actual fact you have been there. Would that reduce the burden of having much yet feel so little personally? Wallahualam. Allah Yang Maha berkuasa Ke atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

in terms of words..

In terms of words, we are all equal. We can say it as equality in expression. Despite the same words used in expression, what differs are the language of the heart. Happiness is not the work of expression but more in the functioning of the heart. We differ in terms of mind, heart, and soul. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

no place for a perfectionist..?

The universe in itself is perfect. And human has been trying to be perfect in their quest for perfection. In the process of being perfect, nothing stays longer and ends in destruction. Only Allah is Perfect. Are we human has been trying to be perfect ignoring the very basic principle of Allah's creation of a perfect universe? Are we putting the challenge in the wrong place? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa dan Menguasai Ke atas Segala CiptaanNYA. Allahuakbar.

Biological timetable...

Is there a change in the kind of clock sense I am experiencing? Somewhat puzzled as to how this hour is linked and connected to the next. Seems to lose my grasping and attention on some stories and events. And that sense of urgency in something and now it is just nothing. Wonder how and what can be explained? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

has life been kind to me..?

Lots of indications show that I have passed a lot test concerning life. When small I don't really know where I am heading. Don't think so much about the future. But lots of time I am baffled by matters concerning death. I always ask myself how it is like in the grave? But despite that still not really know where I am heading. My gratefulness to Allah for what I got in life. I am blessed by the manner what actually life has given me. And now I am somewhat baffled by my ability to write my thoughts out. The flow of thoughts seem endless. I wrote everyday. Penuh kesyukuran. Allahuakbar.

Is life more of a mystery?

Seems to be the beginning or could it be more of an end? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Performance measured...

It seems everybody has a way of measuring performance. What variable or variables to be used in measuring happiness? Can anybody tell me? A question asked by many but everybody seems not to be happy with the answers. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

could that be the answer to my old time dreams of death?

Could be. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Is it a matter of choice..?

A journey could be just straight, simple, fast, quick, and forward.

It could make a big difference between anything and everything, between everybody and anybody for that matter. Sesungguhnya Maha Suci Allah dari disyirikkan. KepadaNYA di pohon Taufik, Hidayah. Allahuakbar.

Mana penutupan , mana pembukaan..

Adakah perlu pada penutupan diri untuk sementara...bagi tujuan pembersihan hati dan mengenal naluri..Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

the thought of a general...

If not of Allah how could it be? One thing for sure all this time I have been acting as a winner. Yes I am a general. Must not lose out to anything, anyone. Allah is Great. Allahuakbar.

instantaneously instant....

Instantaneously instant....a dim light from the past of the first `world'. And now in a world of just on my own. Nothing intelligence but just mere pride with worldly possession. Subhanallah. Allahuakbar.

simple gesture..

Despite the big help in all those trying years, most parents just wished for that simple kind gesture from their children in coming home and visit them. So are husbands, despite growing old, wished for that simple smile from their wife. Maha Suci Allah dari diSyirikkan. Allahuakbar. 

breathing in..

It has been a breathing in the change and the changes. But come to a point when it is no longer a breathing in but a breathing out the dusk and the dirt. Di pohon Segala Pertolongan, Perlindungan dari Allah. Allahuakbar.

being pushed or being given...

Just like you wished for, then and now. Has anything being denied? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Allahuakbar..

Don't make life like a machine. It gets faulty as it gets older. Semoga segala kesejahteraan dalam sebarang situasi yang di hadapi. Allahuakbar.

when life is death...

Many fear the very sound of the word death. A five letter word but so long a time to face it. Wonder what secrets of oneself when it is time to die. Say the word and all problems seem to be neutralised. It is not a lonely word. It is a word that gives strength to face the world full of lifeless life. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

when life is life...

It seems life is for all. But looking it over, and thinking it over, it seems life can be seen as strictly individual. In pain, nobody seems to be there except few family members. But it can be the opposite when laughter would attract everybody even they are not family members. Hanya kepada Allah kita memohon keakraban dan silaturrahim sesama kita. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

kepada Allah di pohon Kekuatan...

We always talk about strong and strength and will power. But are we strong enough to face the worse that would come at any moment if that is Allah's wishes it to be? Wallahualam. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.