feel very much alone...

I have to admit it. I just want to be alone. But I could feel an unseen forces that try to dictate my actions and decisions. With the help of Allah, it has to be blown in to pieces. I have to think big beyond all small guesses and small expectations of `illiterate' people and individuals. I am just what I am. But I am not what they think they are. But sometimes I got the feel that they don't want me to be different. In actual fact I am. Semoga Allah sentiasa bersama saya. Allahuakbar.