if not much better...

What actually differs my present and my past? All it seems to be just outright relieving myself from being so uptight to a free flow kind of living and thinking. Stress and distress could just be solved the way I think fit befitting my relax style of moving and thinking. Not like before. I have to upheld something that does not deserve a loyalty of an extreme kind. But I did. And nobody tells me I am in the wrong. Or they are just like me being held so tight that tomorrow is just a fantasy. As for me, today is better than yesterday. In fact it is much better. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.