Say nothing, hear nothing, write nothing...

Don't really know what I am saying. But I know what I am writing about? What about what you are thinking about?  Are you thinking about yourself or about others? Don't really know what.  I am just the role of somebody I don't not know whom. But the 'whom' seems to be a very happy person. Why? I am playing roles of dead person who wants so much to be alive. And the opportunities are in me. Don't really feel  I am for that actions and decisions. But I did. And I am back to what I was before. I am just playing roles of others. Am I? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.