something lurking behind...

your journey...

How familiar a person is, past and present, dead and alive, if ever you are to stumble on his or her name and for whatever reasons again, both would no longer lives in world of same dimensions. Both are with two different anticipation. Despite seeing someone in a happy mode, that happiness is somewhat heavenly and not worldly. But if it is still worldly, then you have to look into the depth of one's living. They might not be alive after all. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai ke atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

Just me inside and outside...

Yes, if ever you see others, what would you see are all the outsides. All outsides are outsiders. And all outsiders would create a mental and physical mess. But if only you are more to the insides, then life would be just fine and heavenly. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

just be yourself...

Be myself? It has been said by almost everybody when confronted with a difficult decision situation. But despite that, it is easy said than being truly oneself. Even when comes to writing, I can't guarantee all being written reflects my true self. But if I can't be myself then how could I write with ease and with flair? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

have to look at Sunday differently...

It would no longer be the same Sunday. Everything has to be configured. It could no longer be at the same place. I have to replace it with something more stable, handy, and taking into consideration my age and my days. Have I been to demanding? Could be. Discard it and replace with different tone and different songs. Semoga Allah sentiasa memberi Taufik, Hidayah, Pertolongan, Kesejahteraan. Allahuakbar.

lingkaran maut...

Being encircled by few thought circles that could set you free but at the same time there are thoughts you have to cut it loose. Wallahualam. Hanya kepadaNYA diphon Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

simple but could be a killer...

Words presented, said and the ideas repeated could be just the hidden strategy that can led someone down. Instead of going up, that person just don't have the desire to pursue good living anymore. I just don't want to say what could possibly the undesirables but it lurks every now and then and it kills. Wallahualam. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Taufik, Hidayah. Allahuakbar.

when you have only yourself....

Not the politics, nor the economy, just being myself. And I have to be a good manager and a good listener in order to see what turns around does not come around anymore. It should be a straight line thereon. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

stupid and stupidity..

Often times you would be looking over you past and how many times you have been brought back to life just because of that stupidities. Are there still acts of stupidity I am ignorant of? Could be. But should I care? An act of stupidity has also been with great people. The moment they realized those stupidities, that very moment life can be very beautiful. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Nothing overlaps...

kita ada dua mata, satu untuk tengok ke luar dan satu lagi untuk menenong melihat ke dalam diri kita. Dua tangan satu memberi satu menerima, dua kaki, satu bergerak ke depan di samping tidak melupakan satu kaki lagi di belakang. Satu hati yang cepat merasa dan terasa dan berperanan menjadi pengukur dan penanda aras kepada mata, kaki, tangan, dan telinga agar tidak ada pertindihan yang merosakkan..Wallahualam...

vision makes easy...and achievable...

Just look down and see what you can do. Small money if let it gathers it can be as big as you want it to be. The problem is that generally vision is being seen as hard and difficult to achieve. And this is because you have to think far and big that ordinarily defines a vision. Well for a change, allow it to be here and now. Thus vision could be realized every minute and every day. Allahuakbar.

today is Sunday...a day in humanity?

Yes, today is Sunday. There is something to it when I say today is Sunday. Well it could be anything. It could be that sense of one thing and another thing. What is it? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

an obvious change...

An obvious change to my mental terrain. What was before a peak now seems flattened and dry. what was before a valley to be explored, now seems just a lost valley of jewels and diamonds. What a life. Some paths are closed to some opportunities. But one thing is obvious, Allah is Great and what can`t be achieved are being realized today. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

a tall tree..

Tall big trees has always been admired for variety of reasons. But one simple thought that has been passed over for centuries is that tall and big trees help and protecting. But when those trees are cut and make way for the so-called progress, then disasters start coming one after the other. When would it stops? When consciousness of what is old is appreciated, aided, protected. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

found a reason to be everywhere...but sometimes with nobody and just being in a place...

Not from the small mind neither from the big heart. Some just follow the dream. Be it you, be it me. There must be reasons to every steps we take. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

not an empty hand...

It shall be filled. It would not be left empty. Not for long. The answer can be just round the corner. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Membuat Penentuan Kepada Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

Certainties and definite..

Despite well-organized and well-planned, nothing definite and certain on what is going to happen today and tomorrow, but not yesterday. Does that erased some of the burden in your thoughts? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas yang datang dan yang pergi. Allahuakbar.

flashes...

fast, quick, shorter - just a flash. Be it anything - days are overtaken by night and soon it would be forgotten. And tomorrow is a new fresh day free from any dirty elements of yesterday. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui.Allahuakbar.

found my home...to my standards?

A day I found myself a home. All being set as standards that explain who I am. I have found my age. I have found friends. I have found the real strength in social and family relationship. In that too, I sense cruelty and kindness in people. Wallahualam. Sesungguhnya hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

melayan perasaan...

Bercampur baur perasaan aku hari ini. Pagi pagi lagi hati tidak merasa tenteram. Tak tahulah apa yang dmarahkan. Dan malam ini tercetus kata kata seperti `do i have anything? There is nothing to look forward to. What has happened? Try to look deeper into me and events that has happened lately. My eldest brother passed away. I am the second in the family. The role of an elderly man has been shifted to me. But instead being felt the burden, I feel free from unnecessary attachments. Is that what I really feel? Well the title to what I write tonight is `melayan perasaan'. Instead, why not changed it to `melawan perasaan?' And I have been doing just that. I am writing my thoughts out. I know I can go on and on till tomorrow if I want to. I am being blessed with that ability without really learning about it. My mind is my brain. Brain does not stop talking, thinking, and writing. Not many are being blessed with that type of capability. Then where do I get the ability from? Should i explained? Just be grateful to Allah the Creator of All here and the hereafter. Allahuakbar.

terbelenggu...

Ada istilah yang membelenggu diri secara semula jadi. Ada yang boleh dipadankan dengan keadaan dan suasana. Ada yang membuat kita marah tak tentu arah. Ada yang melepasakan diri dari keadaan `keterbelengguan' yang selama ini berupa puaka. Dengan expressi sebegitu adakah saya boleh dikategorikan sebagai pelampau? Persoalannya mengapa ianya memperanankan saya secara auotomatik? Wallahualam. Kepada Allah saya berserah supaya terbebas diri dari keadaan diri yang munafik. Allahuakbar.

okay when it is not okay...

How does it sounds to you if I were to say everything is okay? How does it sounds to you if I were to say I am okay? Are you okay? The word okay seems to carry a million mysteries. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

kehidupan yang sangat berlawanan..

Adakah kehidupan keseluruhannya bisa di atur? Bila terlalu di atur maka apa yang terjadi peraturan sudah menjadi tidak teratur lagi. Adakah itu merupakan satu kenyataan dan hakikat? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Penentu kepada Segala Penentuan. Allahuakbar.

go for less but of high standards and quality..

Somebody has said it and I have my full support of the remarks. Are we not eventually surrounded by less and smaller groups of friends and families?  And these small groups make us happy. In fact much happier. Even a successful business depends on few brand that thrives on few reliable and profitable target segments. Hanya Kepada Allah Yang Esa kita berserah dengan penuh keyakinan. Allahuakbar.

ketidaksempurnaan...

ketidaksempurnaan politik menjadikan seseorang itu obsesi dgn hukum menghukum...apa hukuman itu setimpal dgn apa yang telah dilakukan?

be happy and go to sleep...

That should be a good motto - always be happy. Allahuakbar.

smallest to the biggest...

The nearest to the farthest...they talk in silence about decaying and destruction...sooner or later. You cannot hear it, you cannot see it. Only at times you can feel the pain.This is because either you are too far from the smallest or you are so near to the biggest. Hard times indeed for all. Hard times? Not at all. Allahuakbar.

a big loss...

A big loss in terms of heart mind soul, so to speak. It subtracts one thing and add most things that was once being thought of as persons of blood ties, but now feeling odd and unfamiliar.  And I am alone now. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

living through....

Writing through. In a matter of time all that was written explains who I am. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

Healthy relationship..

They want to be rich and wealthy. But when comes to building a relationship, they seem to be thinking and reacting in short-term. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

words for friends...

Well, it is online game with friends I don't know whom. And these friends are from various English speaking countries. My score is not bad and my vocabulary of English words is fantastic. Well, I have been playing for several years now. It is a quiet game but the strategy and tactics really boggles me. Walahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

halal and haram...

At first glance, it looks as though it is unworthy of your attention. But that same thing could become an unusual and unique business concept that range from capital to marketing that is worth a proposal to an investor. So just take a closer look at everything. But must remember what differentiate between ideas that are halal and haram. Many took a dive at the so-called inspiring business concept but in the end plunge into a bottomless pit of regrets. Sesungguhnya dari MU Ya Allah dipohon Taufik dan Hidayah. Allahuakbar.