no meaning..how well does it mean?

Seems lost with everything. Don't really feel and sensing the message of what I hear and see. I always see and hear things with a vision.Whereas to be real..there are always two sides of what we see,  hear and think for that matter, a double vision, so to speak. Despite that and this, it is always a bad influence, a small good. It is either black or white. Two sides of a story. Two sides of a person. A double vision. So as from now on, see it truthfully. But unfortunately everything seems to be untruthful. Wallahualam. Kepada Allah dipohon supaya saya di pimpin ke arah jalan yang lurus dan jalan yang beanr. Allahuakbar.