sedekah...acclimitizing..

Have you ever thought that life is a training ground for the events that you would be facing in the not distant future? Be it here and be it in the world hereafter. Be careful with relationships, mental and physical that tends to make you a failure and a loser. Could only be perceptions and could be just ghostly. Nothing doing. You are in fact a winner in some aspect of your consciousness and your conscience. The conscience in being a `sedekah man' and `pengorbanan' just fit in with the curriculum of `sedekah' and acclimatizing. When someone is dead, what automatically comes to mind? His curriculum on topics of `sedekah' and sacrifices are over despite one's greatness in life. So now know where you are? I am in the so-called land of practices and acclimatizing. I should be happy right? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.