the source of pain...

It is just simple. Don't really follow the man-made rule of 1,2,3, a, b, c. Just total it up wherever and whenever possible. But still sees rule number 1, business must be with a mission, goals, objectives and the breakdown to it. Is it necessary? Life is just a simple living and a simple dying. But why still living to the rule of 1 is how much and 2 is how much. Do I have to count, follow, and observe on rule that seems to dictate? That can be the source of pain, you know. Whereas the total to  everything is very clear and obvious. Kepada Allah saya memohon petunjuk dan hidayah. Allahuakbar.