prelude to death..

I am writing about death. And this time it is about prelude to death. Just recalling those days when my father got sick and the rest is a dying process. Life tend to be isolated and remembering is no longer the luxury of his life. There are a lot of indications when life tends to lonely and alone in certain endeavor. Appreciation has not become some sort of a taboo compared to those days when it does matters. Is it good or is is it bad? An acceptable prelude or anything for that matter? Allah is Great. Allahuakbar.