measuring..

I am about to measure life in its own unique form. Could I? It is not a matter of seeing, but a feel that can drastically place someone in the pace of living and behaving. Even a person very near to the center of power has no way in knowing where he is exactly in terms of past, today, and tomorrow. But when a feel is not a feel anymore then what actually it is? Then it can be an outright answer to a path of what is real and reality. Walahualam. Allahuakbar.