has life been wonderful..?

Why I am so obsessed with what life is? Is it the differences or the similarities? Could be both. We are similar, but the differences are just unbelievable. Are we born just to be different? Wallahualam. Sesungguhnya Maha Suci Allah dari disyirikkan. Allahuakbar.

Words helps...

Words help to explore the depth of our thought. How far deep are our thought? The answer is simple but complicated. We simply don't know. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

pemburuan yang berkaitan dengan hak...

Apa yang diburu hari ini?
Apa yang sebenarnya diburu? Dalam banyak keadaan kita melupai apa sepatutnya perlu diburu. Ada yang bertanya, apa dia? Jawapannya adalah pemburuan terhadap potensi yang ada pada diri sendiri dengan menembak jatuh segala halangan. Wallahualam. Kepada Allah dipohon Perlindungan. Kepada Allah dipohon Pertolongan. Allahuakbar.

Menipu dan ditipu...

Hidup merupakan satu perjalanan yang panjang. Ada sesorang ini telah bertanya sama ada saya pernah ditipu oleh seseorang yang meminjam duit yang banyak tetapi sehingga hari ini tidak membayar balik hutangnya. Jawab saya telus dan mengatakan `ada'. Lantas dia bertanya mengapa saya tidak berusaha mendapatkan wang itu kembali? Saya mengatakan, pada mulanya memang ada. Tetapi sekarang tidak lagi. Mungkin ada iktibar di sebalik hutang yang tidak berbayar itu.Walaupun jumlah hutang yang dia berhutang itu banyak, tetapi jika dibandingkan dengan hutang saya pada diri sendiri lagi banyak. Allah telah menjadikan CiptaanNYA dengan potensi yang perlu difahami. Jika saya benar benar mempercayai kebolehan yang ada pada diri saya, sudah tentu saya telah memiliki harta dan wang yang banyak dan memungkinkan saya menjadi seorang dermawan dan tidak perlu gusar dengan hutang yang tidak berbayar. Sesungguhnya Penentuan kepada segala-galanya adalah Kekuasaan Allah. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Kepada Allah di pohon Pertolongan. Kepada Allah di pohon Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.

Characteristic of knowledge..

Ada sasar, benar, betul, tepat, dekat. Barulah ada kelangsungan kan? Haha..betulke saya ni? Wallahualam. Semoga di beri Taufik, Hidayah dari Allah. Allahuakbar.

without reason, serves no purpose..

A stage of all appreciating and no more associating either with reason or purpose. Should I be there? Thinking it over, the feel is that it was just about nothing. I think I have passed that stage of wanting to be associated....Or has it been all reasons and all purposes? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

acceptance and submission...

Making an effort to have a compromise with what I cannot own. Feel it is just me despite the overgrown of thoughts, thinking, and discoveries. Allahuakbar.

kelangsungan...

Kiri kanan. Depan belakang. Atas bawah. Sudah sampai masanya aku mesti meneliti kelangsungan sesuatu. Tapi persoalannya adakah aku sudah hilang fokus? Bukan hilang fokus, mungkin merasakan kelangsungan untuk melihat sesuatu hingga tercapai sesuatu tidak lagi merupakan satu getaran. Dirasakan aku pun sudah berada di alam di mana ikatan hanya apa yang dirasakan betul, benar, dekat. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

somewhat `strange'...

At the end of it all, it just turns out perfect. But what a strange manner it has been perfected. Don't really planned for it. But the thoughts are. But the thoughts are the blend of what I have been thinking all along, physically, aesthetically. It suits well with what I wish for. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

the right recipe...

What I am talking about is about life right recipe. Do I have to cry on something that is supposed to be an ingredient to my life? We sometimes just forget that life is a blend of many ingredients. And what matters, after undergoing it, life, is indeed beautiful. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

getting sick..

the body does not cheat. If I have a fever, the symptoms and the causes are the same  everywhere and could be everytime. How one's feel when having a fever can be universal. When the body fails to carry out its function, the breakdown could be in a fever and sad to say could be death. Allah the All-Powerful has given mankind the solution to making a pain manageable. But for how long? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

so easy...

and I am very much at ease with what I write. Topics come easy. But why I am being such a man? I do say to myself about the `anugerah'. Just think about something and there goes the writing. Ya Allah penuh kesyukuran kepada Mu, Ya Allah. Allahuakbar.

Ordinarily extraordinary...

Could it just be an ordinary day...? Today could just be ordinarily ordinary. It can also be ordinarily extraordinary. Meaning it can be just a repetition of yesterday or see no repetition of what has happened. Everyday is literally a new day for the majority.  But when comes to age, a shift to another day can be regarded as ordinarily extraordinary. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

imperfect no versus of perfection..

Allah's perfection is of no match as to what we are trying to do. We are not managing perfection, but it is very much imperfection that we are dealing with. Have we been successful? The answer is in the smile. But do you smile often? Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

pengertian doa ..

juga membawa erti bahawa kita sebagai manusia tidak ada kawalan terhadap apa jua dan siapa jua. Juga dan jika pada hakikatnya kita ada kuasa, tak kiralah samaada sebagai suami ke, isteri ke, sebagai ayah ke, atau sebagai perdana menteri sekalipun, aspek kawalan terhadap siapa, apa , tidak lah sepenuhnya. Di sinilah kita menadah kepada Allah berdoa agar segalanya selamat, sejahtera, bahagia. Hanya Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa Menguasai Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

clumsy...

In the beginning, everything seems to be clumsy. But when it is done it turns out to be perfect. Penuh kesyukuran. Allahuakbar.

endless...

I should have known better. Should I? There are things  do and done yet it has not been understood even till now. Or you will when the time comes. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

broad behavioral pattern..

It has become my stories, not theirs. All along I give more than what I received. Despite that, I am the victim Wallahualam. Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Allahuakbar.

I just couldn't imagine...

if I were to go ahead with the decision to go to Kuala Lumpur today, and a plan to come back in the late evening, I might be caught in a disaster in a land slide at the 53 km Karak Highway. Wallahualam. But a decision not to go surprises me very  much. Seldom I turned back on a decision before. Penuh Kesyukuran di atas PerlindunganMU Ya Allah. Allahuakbar.

writing...

Don't really know the starting point and how it starts. I guess it has been in me since small. I was quiet in all sorts of time and events. So the substitute is just write me out, write me in, write me down, and write me up. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa. Syukur kerana dengan peluang peluang pendidikan, pelajaran, dan pengalaman yang diberi, saya telah menambahkan keupayaan, bukan sahaja menulis tapi juga berbicara secara lisan sama ada dengan satu orang tapi juga dengan khalayak ramai. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

anyway you see it...

Or the way you look at it, nothing and nobody can make it perceived differently. It is our world. It is our universe. Or world well laid out in precise terms on anything. Does that include all aspects and dimensions of human and human life? Wallahualam. Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

Majlis perkahwinan 5 pasangan..

chasing a dream..?

A dream has never been straightforward. Thus is it worth to have a dream? Unlocked the prosperity of today by discarding a dream that has been too long to materialise. Just go for anything that seems a greater possibility to succeed than a failure. Janganlah menyakiti diri sendiri dan orang lain hanya kerana impian yang tidak boleh tercapai. Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui. Mohon Pertolongan. Mohon Perlindungan. Mohon Keberkatan. Allahuakbar.

life has been that kinder...

Have I been missing anything in life? Today, an incident that seems not normal but being perceptively viewed in a different solitary way but divinely linked. Allah Yang Maha berkuasa ke atas Segala-Galanya. Berdepan dengan satu peristiwa yang membuat aku tersentak kerana dirasakan ada petunjuk akan sesuatu. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

what should be written..

Knowing is just I don't know till something is written. Sensing the world in a very awkward point of view and that is what I am going to write on this morning. But what is the topic? Nothing just nothing. I am writing something, but it is just about nothing. What is going to happen when the world is just nothing? Everybody wants something. Do I get one? Don't really know. It has been just about nothing and something. Really? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

Looking up and smile..

The foundation is well hung from the sky, up deeper, stronger into the infinity of the universe...but how come we are not firmly rooted and soon perished from the earth?  Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

does that explain who I am..

Don't feel like debating on it. With parameters too large, I don't dare to make a conclusion on what he is trying to say. I just say what I see and what I hear. Thus, it is such a matured action on my part to put a stop by saying `don't feel like debating on it'. Sesungguhnya, hanya Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa lagi Menguasai Segala-Galanya. Allahuakbar.

much little, winning losing...

Uphill, downhill..should I be so obsessed with either much or little? All the winning and no losing? That is what life is all about. Win some, lose some. Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.

we all are...

What is happening today might fool us. Even the elements in the environment might make us a fool. Ever really sit down and  figure out who are we strongly connected to? If not Allah then who and what? Since being conceived in the mother's womb, Allah is there making us seeing the world. Allah the Know-All have a very strong relationship more than our relatives. Wallahualam. Hanya Allah Yang Memberi Pertolongan, Perlindungan. Allahuakbar.