are my actions and decsions too good to be true...?

I am questioning all the decisions and all the actions. Meredainya. I am looking into the `mechanism' of my mind and brains that leads to it all. Sometimes I can sense the unseen Power that pushes me into something. Not once, not twice, but so many times. In the beginning it seems to be wrong or so wrong, so to speak. Allah is Great. Allah Knows All. Allahuakbar.