Outsider...

Been several days I have not wrote anything. Impressions, feeling, and perceptions. Just got that feeling of an outsider when I stepped into that place. Don't know what their impression of me anymore. Everything has been perceptual. The only reality is me and and what I actually feel about myself. Am I okay? Fasting month has been a true challenge in getting myself in one piece, mental and physical. An outsider? Not anymore...