an horror movie..?

I have my pasts. But I feel that I am being haunted by something I don't understand. Some kind of an eerie feeling when finding myself moving backwards to where I have been. Am I truly me walking here and there? Have I been missing something? No I am not. But why so much similarities in so many things? Don't have that alien feeling. But they are very much alive and I feel I have been alienated. Are you? No I am not? I do not say that. But when comes to my feel, I am always here. Allahuakbar.