being helped to the skin?

What I wrote yesterday did comes alive in real forms and shapes. Not so much of negatives and positives, but I am seeing myself through and leads me to defining the real me in me. Just don't believe it, all seems to be neatly written before it actually happens. Am I made to feel and see through time? Also through me and touches the heart of others despite putting a mental and physical blockade? It has been the way it was and has been the way it is. Would I see more? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.