Sought or given...

Can't really tell where from where, who from who, what from what. Is it a journey sought or a journey given? It seems it is all sought and not given. What do we really seek in life? Or we don't seek at all but just being given as to where, what and why we are? This kind of feeling pervades in my actions and decisions. Or is it only meant for me and the course of direction being taken? Just like what I have been writing on, is it sought or given? Hanya Allah sahaja yang Maha Mengetahui.