alien..

This word `justification' has been an alien to me for so long. Have I not realized that it is a word that can explained the existence I have had and makes me what I am? Somebody tries to usurp that power and tries to make me guilty of what I am and what supposedly to be mine. Has not death, when it comes be strictly mine? Can anybody takes that from me? Nobody has been alienated to that.This world and events, past and present, are a display of what justifies what. And wonder why the alienation to the understanding of that word for so long? Any justification? Wallahualam. Allahuakbar.