in dearest terms...

Seldom do I get an appropriate attention that is dearest in actions and dearest in words. It does not matter which. I am somewhat receptive and touched to both. The slightest act of kindness can make me think of someone. It can be a lasting memory. But surprisingly, opposite to the dearest terms are the harshest of words if I could recall any bad or a slightest hurt that has been showering on me and somewhat undeservedly.  I should be given a proper love and kindness but what has happened are a true jolt to humane and humanity. Allah, the Most Gracious and Merciful, Knows All. I beg forgiveness. Saya memohon keampunan. Allahuakbar.