An alcoholic situation...

Almost on and with everybody. They have strong feel for something, for somebody, and for some place. I am no exception. And now I am going to lift myself out from it. Can I? No more in the shadow of usual time and usual hours. No more in the shadow of usual personalities and cult feeling of work, joy, concern, conscience and worries. No more in the shadow of old knowledge and new knowledge. And no more in the shadow of the pasts and the future. Just wanted  to be plain me experiencing freedom but at the same time could mold anything into something useful for the moment. Kepada Allah saya memohon petunjuk dan hidayah. Allahuakabr.